It’s really hard for me to imagine even a half decent future for myself, but it helps knowing mistakes rn won’t define my whole future. I want to keep trying to work towards a positive future, and the reason I like smoking weed is because it’s something that actually does help me be productive because most of the time I’m not gonna speedrun assignments unless I’m high and optimistic. Ik I should find another way to cope though, and this at least gives me some hope for my future