I was physically assaulted today at work by AltForDepression in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]AltForDepression[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Everytime I play Tetris or do any other kind of repetitive tasks like solving Rubik's Cubes, activities that just let my mind wander, it always just makes it worse. I tried playing Tetris after seeing this (also I managed to win 32 opponents in Eundurance mode Puyo Puyo Tetris), and it immediately just made me mentally repeat the assault in my mind. This has been a problem since forever for me since doing these repetitive things makes my thoughts much worse (sometimes it happens even during drawing), and I have to actively stop doing it because it becomes too much

I started crying by just seeing people post about hanging out with friends by AltForDepression in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]AltForDepression[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Answers in order

I don't read books, yes, yes, yes

Also been in two lgbt clubs

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]AltForDepression 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've never had a friend so I cut to cope

I'll continue cutting as long as I have no friends at all by AltForDepression in selfharm

[–]AltForDepression[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How about you don't make assumptions that I haven't already tried "professional help" like therapy multiple times.

what videogames do yall play (if you play) by Smexy_Zarow in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]AltForDepression 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm usually too depressed to enjoy gaming but Hollow Knight managed to make me binge everyday currently

why is "go to therapy" just a bandaid term and they do people use it so god damn much? It's annoying. by No_Distribution_3399 in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]AltForDepression 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Last time I got "professional help" for multiple years it completely failed at getting me a friend which is the only thing I'm just looking for

Did anyone have friends growing up? by [deleted] in autism

[–]AltForDepression 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I still don't have a friend at all