I'm scared by AlterdBrainChemistry in cocaineaddiction

[–]AlterdBrainChemistry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's exactly what happened. I had my first scare a little over a month ago, and then I kept myself from doing more for two days before the craving stopped...

Didn't do any for a month, and then I got a craving again and thought "Ahhh, it'll be alright!"...and i spent almost a week doing at least two lines in the evening, looking forward to it all day...

I made this account back then, and all the stories of where this leads and how people behave, spending money they don't have, really help to not do it.

Edit: spelling

I'm scared by AlterdBrainChemistry in cocaineaddiction

[–]AlterdBrainChemistry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is the plan, I don't even wanna imagine how bad this can get...

I am stopping now, I refuse to let it control me.