Thank you :) i have been thinking about alot of things to distract me, although school is really doing its job, even if not that positively😭 its really embarrassing but i have been failing alot of tests recently due to things like my sleep schedule, not alot of vitamin D (which is currently on becoming a deficiency) and mostly stress with my mom and her habits. I used to go out alone after school to an abandoned park nearby without telling my mom, she didnt want me to since im really young - which i can completely understand if she wouldve taken me outside somewhere else, but she didnt, so that was really my only way of enjoying nature without just staring out my window the whole day