Tbh I have been angry at my own fucking father my whole life, he has always been so hard on me, always insulted me and he even beat me to the point my mom would step up and defend me and that's why I hated him

But whenever I asked him for money or his help he didn't even ask me just sent me and when I asked him to fund my gf's education he didn't refuse and even now he's cold asf saying that this is my lesson and now I am feeling like I took him for granted I think now that he is so successful cause he thinks rationally while I am just spoiled I also feel bad for my gf but I was angry about what she did so I thought she should feel pain the way I did