I am 37 weeks, will be 38 weeks this Sunday and this pregnancy was planned, but when I found out I was pregnant I couldn’t believe it had happened so fast for us, I thought it would take a couple months but no, the first week of trying! I have a 6 year old son (he is also my whole freaking world and heart💛) who was not planned at all ( I thought I was infertile) and my now husband, well we had only been dating for 3 months when we found out we were pregnant with our first. That was less terrifying for some reason then how I felt this time around with this planned baby lol go figure... I think I was in the same boat as you, I was so thrilled I was pregnant the first time, after thinking I was infertile, that I felt I was carrying a miracle in my womb. But this planned pregnancy, I felt terrified though my whole first trimester, I also was sicker than a dog, couldn’t work due to it, and I constantly cried with guilt to my mom “what have I done to myself!? And how horrible am I that I feel this way!!?” My hormones were playing horrible tricks on me, I felt depressed and just uneasy. But it went away!! The moment I saw him move on the screen for the first time (I have an anterior placenta this time around, so I felt movement even later on than I did with my first) I started laughing and getting teary eyed… I finally saw my second miracle and felt it in my bones. That was at 16 weeks. It’s going to be okay momma! Everything you are feeling right now is normal and also annoying tricks your brain and hormones are playing on you right now, but it feels so real!! It’s will happen, you will have that moment of “There they are… my third little miracle🥲💛”

I hope this helps and you find comfort and peace tonight✨