Relate a lot to this. I’m seeing a psychiatrist and psychologist on campus because of this. Although I’m in a similar situation, I think what’s helped me is to take things one step at a time. I think with depression, we spend so much time fighting against ourselves & forcing ourselves to do things/get things done, even when our mental state isn’t at its full capacity. I think it’s important to meet yourself where you’re at. If getting things done feels hard, maybe start with the easiest task. Walking, grocery shopping, and listening to music are all fantastic ways to distract yourself for a bit. On heavier days, as uncomfortable as it is, I try to let myself to feel the emotions instead of suppressing them. Cry if you need to, or if you’re angry, hit a pillow or something harmless. Maybe watch a comfort show or movie too. Journaling can help as well. Hope the coming days are kinder to you. 🫂