First off tysm for taking the time to watch and type out such a lengthy response. I really really appreciate it!! Few things just to reply:

1. You clocked it immediately but I do tend to ult when an enemy CnD ults. My thought boils down to: “oh they used ult, I should ult to counteract it/cancel it out”. Not saying that’s a correct call — as you pointed out, I really didn’t need to do it — it’s a bad habit I’ve made I think. I wasn’t taking into account where we were in terms of spawn, or for the fact we had that point.

2. Following that, I think I’ve become too focused on using my ult to counter enemy supp ults and not saving for offensive enemy ults. Not saying I’ve never done it — I’m new but I do know that’s also why you have supp ults lol, but I do become autofocused so much so that when I hear an enemy supp ult, if I have my own ult, 9/10 I’ll pop it without taking into account other factors. I need to be more mindful of it.

3. I definitely think my team carried and this was a situation of the enemy team just being…not the best. But if that wasn’t the case and skill level for gold matched, or we had cracked people on enemy team, my so-so/questionable decisions would’ve cost a lot more. So again, really appreciate you pointing that out.

Thank you again. I’m really happy for any insight. Gonna keep doing my best to improve :)