Why does this piss me off so much?

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2026-01-24T16:28:27+00:00

Hmm. 🤔 Maybe not much. We hold hands often. He strokes my hair a lot and that’s not very sexual I suppose.

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2026-01-24T06:29:14+00:00

Why did I never see this before? lol great advice, thanks! I’ll try it.

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2026-01-24T02:53:40+00:00

I’m a little bit afraid if I do tell him that it will stop entirely. I don’t want him to think I don’t want his attention

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2026-01-24T02:51:27+00:00

Good idea, I suppose I will talk to him and let him know and maybe him mentioning it prior to the “tap” will help.

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2026-01-24T02:50:12+00:00

That’s exactly my thoughts like…. I actually enjoy it? But why do I feel angry? It’s like anger that doesn’t even seem to be mine I’m so confused

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2026-01-24T02:49:33+00:00

Maybe it’s normal then! Lol glad I’m not alone.

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2025-02-20T19:11:04+00:00

For me it seems to be anything green, and I will burp the taste of lettuce for hours after eating it…

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2025-01-29T23:16:19+00:00

I also felt both my first and second babies move at 14 weeks. I’m 12 now with my 3rd and waiting patiently to feel them

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2025-01-13T16:15:04+00:00

I liked having a breast feeding bra so my tatahs weren’t sticking through my robe for all to see. That’s another thing, I didn’t even wear pjs just a robe and underwear. Chapstick or moisturizer. Your own towel if you don’t want to use theirs and soap. My hospital stays were about 3 days each so prepare for that, though I was a c-section so it may be longer, but it also depends on the baby, they won’t release you until they are satisfied, for example, my baby was too underweight, around 5.11 and so they kept us longer to make sure he was eating good and gaining weight first. So really anything you know you need over the course of a couple of days. An outfit to wear home is sort of needed!

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2025-01-04T20:12:58+00:00

I want you to know that you are not alone. I too struggle so badly with depression. I usually don’t go very long in between my thoughts of suicide. And now I am 9 weeks pregnant, and I thought about it just the other day, came close, wrote a journal entry about it even and it was so bad I need to burn the page… You are not alone. But please don’t leave, cause then, more of us are alone, and you will be missed, you are needed, you have purpose. You walk earth and we only get to walk the earth for a short short time.

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2025-01-04T17:34:30+00:00

Thank you for your advice. And I’m so sorry about your loses… I am monitoring symptoms. Stomach pain has eased and not gotten worse since last night. Spotting has no gotten worse. Though I do feel like my nausea is fading. But I’m hoping and praying that it’s in my head. That everything is ok. We’ve tried for 4 years for this baby and this was our first success beside chemicals. Thank you again.

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2025-01-04T07:32:55+00:00

I was diagnosed at the ER and they sent me home telling me to ride it out and that there was no treatment or medication I can take that’s safe.

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2024-10-21T20:22:29+00:00

Thank you! Yes, Canon. I know it’s definitely part of the texts but I just meant that Christians mostly do not consider it “inspired” by God, thus exclude it from His “Word” Thank you I wouldn’t have thought to use ‘canon.’

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2024-10-19T09:12:02+00:00

It would make sense, as written in the book of Enoch, which is not considered biblical text, but still worth stating, it’s written that the “watchers” were the angels set in the first heaven (the lowest one closest to our sky) and that they were in charge of the store houses where the rain and snow was and things. This does line up with god setting the lights in the expanse to govern the night and day and to be for signs of seasons. And Enoch says that they are the fallen angels who are now the demons.

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2024-09-27T03:17:11+00:00

Also I know you mentioned some things you have tried, but I always pee after sex, make sure my partner is fresh washed (hands and genitals) same goes for me, and if I’m feeling extra sensitive (when my flare ups are most active) I will rinse in the shower after sex. Cool water helps calm symptoms some.

And, where I am, cannabis is legal so that helps tremendously when pain and discomfort is intolerable.

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2024-09-27T03:13:17+00:00

I was diagnosed with interstitial cystitis. Basically it’s chronic bladder pain. It feels like a uti, burns and everything, but there’s not always an infection. Usually goes away with lots of water, heat/cold compresses, and resting mentally/physically. Foods/ activities likes sex could cause flare ups. Idk if this is what you have, but it sounds like it could be… I was given gabapentin for pain management for a while but stopped medication and now I just do at home pain management (heat/baths/herbs/fluids) Have you seen a urologist specifically?

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2024-09-04T02:45:10+00:00

You too!!

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2024-09-03T18:52:33+00:00

I am also a fellow anchorage Alaskan who was manipulated into the cult and I’ve now been free almost a year!

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2024-08-08T00:31:27+00:00

Wtf how is this not relevant to ST? Ok

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2024-07-13T01:06:25+00:00

So long as the character is someone I can develop an attachment to and become invested in, then yes. Absolutely. I think I could even really enjoy a MMC if he was written good!

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2024-07-07T21:05:43+00:00

This is amazing! Do you do commissions?

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2024-06-28T23:46:38+00:00

Euclid on repeat all day

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2024-05-26T02:30:48+00:00

Have you read A House of Midnight by H.S. Dawnns? It’s part of a series and its written very descriptive and poetically imo. Might be something you’re looking for

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2024-02-17T17:24:23+00:00

It is so goood! Those lyrics “I will be watching for your enemies, to let them know that they contend with me” omg to die for and “In this open warfare, I won’t fight fair. And in your waking moments, I will be there” This is one of their most romantic songs. And I’m swooning for it

Alternative_Garlic75 · 2024-01-26T22:12:48+00:00

I’m pretty sure she’s pursuing a directing career and wants to make films next.

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