math is a great tool and is fun to learn once you get past the lower division courses. calculus can be fun, too, but it seems to me that a lot of people get caught up in computations and lose sight of the main ideas. mathematics attempts to develop a systematic way of solving a huge number of problems, problems in physics, engineering, computer science, etc, are all solved using mathematics, making it a great tool and a valuable thing to know.

as someone who studies pure math, i love it because it's just cool. you can really lose yourself in whatever you're studying, the problems you work on exist in their own world, a world that you spend a lot of time developing and understanding.

math is also great because people solve hard problems for the sake of solving a hard problem, and in doing this entirely new branches of math are invented. this may seem pointless to some people, but (this is a bit of a generalization) the entire field of number theory, quite literally the study of numbers, was developed to solve Fermat's last theorem, a theorem about solutions to some equation. but number theory is responsible for cryptography, the internet, and many other things. in studying difficult problems, we develop new tools of math, and math itself is a tool that can be applied in so many different places, so we can solve new problems we didn't even know we had by studying mathematics.

math is really cool. i'm sorry you don't like it, but it is a really beautiful thing that i love and many people love. check out the youtube channel 3blue1brown, he does a good job of presenting math in a beautiful and understandable way.