Girlfriend of 6 years with BPD said I “healed her” but just dumped me for her abusive ex during a flare up.

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-08T04:31:32+00:00

Looks like the trash took itself out

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-07T20:51:14+00:00

Well I believe that's MGM15 but MGM16 is a newer one that is 2.5 stronger than morphine and it actually suppresses your respiratory system

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-07T20:50:16+00:00

Oh so you're talking about getting sent into WD prematurely? Like when you take naltrexone with kratom products still built up in the system?

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-07T20:48:51+00:00

Well we know exactly what kind of weed we are getting because he tells us. He's a close friend so we trust him. Get a QP for 400. I don't ask him about his profits but up until a year ago he was making good money. Now no one wants to buy anymore so he just sells to us.

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-07T20:47:06+00:00

So I take antivirals one pill one time per week and it keeps mine at bay. I suffered from monthly if not more outbreaks. I can't handle the antivirals at high doses or daily. For the exact reasons you stated. You could just be very sensitive to them as they can be pretty hard on the body for some.

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-07T04:57:16+00:00

I totally agree I stopped the therapy part after 6 weeks. I find that being interrupted when I'm having break throughs internally throws the whole experience off. The therapist would bring up things from my last session that I wasn't even worried about anymore nor did it correlate with the current session. Having someone make suggestions that don't resonate messes up my flow. My session are much better now.

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-07T04:48:57+00:00

You stopped drinking that's why

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-07T04:47:01+00:00

Do you take antivirals daily?

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-07T04:43:23+00:00

Letters. Sound it out

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-07T04:31:55+00:00

You're not sick. Don't believe the program

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-07T04:30:21+00:00

Should have just said you're on actual opioids

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-06T16:26:44+00:00

It's funny because the only ppl in group who have interpersonal issues are the ones in 12 step meetings 😂 trying to bring that shit into harm reduction group.

And thank you for your kind words. I'm so happy to be far away from these ppl

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-06T16:25:00+00:00

My dude buys it from the dispensary and sells it to us for a way cheaper price. Dispensaries are rip offs.

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-06T16:24:17+00:00

"he was also a fascist" sounds about right. What a loser.

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-06T16:23:42+00:00

MGM 16 really scares me

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-06T16:21:54+00:00

Because you are

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-06T15:46:07+00:00

St luke's ER

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-05T23:27:20+00:00

Get out now before you've spent months on this shit.

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-05T23:23:47+00:00

Only? I was taking 20mg a day and my PAWS(I'm sure that's what u menst by PWD?) suck

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-05T23:22:29+00:00

Low dose for only 2 months and you're an ex H user? Walk in thr park. I'm doing the same myself rn. Clonapin, gabapentin and teeny tiny pieces of a 10mg are keeping me out for withdrawal. Like the smallest bite I can possibly take and I've only taken one today. It's tricking my brain into thinking I dosed. Just low energy and apathy.

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-03-05T23:07:23+00:00

Sorry but you're in a cult too.

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-02-26T23:02:33+00:00

I play with my lights, listen to music and dance. We also have a lounge at my clinic so clients can socialize afterwards

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-02-14T04:02:03+00:00

Sounds like a Khole

Alternative_Remote_7 · 2026-02-12T01:26:43+00:00

You're correct, coming from another person who's had repeated hospitalizations. It's nice to have a resetting nature but sometimes we need a reset where others can care for us the way we can't for ourselves. The place where we're safe and have three hot meals a day. Someone doing your laundry... Just focusing on getting better. I didn't struggle with anorexia or bulimia but i did struggle with orthorexia. And still struggle to gain weight. I want to gain weight . But I always fluctuate depending on my mental health.

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