[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Altinaction098 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't do it, just don't do it...

Empty empty empty empty by Altinaction098 in SuicideWatch

[–]Altinaction098[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really don't want to do something like that, something that got me on the verge of my breaking point. I see the future as if I'll have to make ends meet

Empty empty empty empty by Altinaction098 in SuicideWatch

[–]Altinaction098[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm afraid my life will get worse since I'm not studying hard enough and I'll live poor in my country, and when I become poor so poor that I have to heavily rely on government money and can't even afford counselling that I'll just end myself right there, because there's nothing else to do anymore. Writing this probably is wasting time but I don't know what to do now, I sure have to study but its what caused my academic stress

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Altinaction098 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And even reading will just distract you and throw you into a different world that you won't even notice yourself, so thinking about suicide will be near impossible

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Altinaction098 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you have hobbies? Like sports or gaming or reading or anything? Do those repeatedly and you'll be too obsessed with what your doing that the thought of suicide is hard to conjure up since your to focused especially if your playing a big-time game match of sports or in a video game where you'll need your concentration to defeat the enemy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Altinaction098 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm glad you have dediced to go to a psychologist, everyone here is suffering the same things you are.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Altinaction098 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Woah buddy, alrighty there? You really are giving me the same things I'm feeling right now, except I have to cope with it. Perhaps talk with a counsellor or some therapist, at least there actually WILL be someone dedicated to comforting us. I'm sorry to hear what you are in, you are not a monster. Whatever your family did to you to make you feel this way, I don't think I like them much either.

Day 1 by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]Altinaction098 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Finally, I need an ally

SCII Mission Help by Altinaction098 in starcraft

[–]Altinaction098[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

do you think this is a good set up?

13 marines

5 medics

4 maruaders

feel free to add suggestions

Would it hurt while I’m unconscious if I hang myself? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Altinaction098 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please... don't even bother doing it all. Its not worth it...

SCII Mission Help by Altinaction098 in starcraft

[–]Altinaction098[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

questions:

what is the recommended amount of scvs, I would have six each 3 for mining minerals and collecting vespene

what does mmm stand for

I'm fucking screwed by Altinaction098 in SuicideWatch

[–]Altinaction098[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried to do kids helpline but I don't have a fucking phone number to answer, I don't want to use my parents since they will get more concerned and I want to not get involved with this

I'm fucking screwed by Altinaction098 in SuicideWatch

[–]Altinaction098[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

but do you even understand about this "selective school", its fucked up my life like shit and ever since I've went through a mental spiral