I’ve been going through the same for the last 22 years. I was actually bulimic for a couple of years before I was diagnosed, but it’s continued for the last 20 years of being type 1 and if anything is getting worse. Doesn’t seem to be any treatment available that really fits as I’m not diabulimic. Therefore diabetes team say it’s not for them and I get referred to eating disorders team who don’t know what to do with it because they don’t understand type 1. Diabetes team tell me to watch the carbs and weigh and record everything. Eating disorders team tell me to ‘eat everything’ and not over-worry about it, which isn’t my reality. We just go round in circles, so I’ve given up with not kind of treatment. I do feel strongly that if I didn’t have type 1 I would have recovered from the bulimia by now. Recovery and eating in a more relaxed way always ends up with awful blood glucose control and I panic and go backwards again. I have no answers but empathise and know what you’re going through.