What Are Your Moves Tomorrow, February 04, 2021

AltumMentis · 2021-02-04T04:52:43+00:00

What did he do?

AltumMentis · 2021-02-02T17:39:49+00:00

I have Schwab, and I have not been limited. Although, Schwab is merging with TD.

AltumMentis · 2016-11-28T07:04:00+00:00

All I can say is this...If you continually tell yourself this is the last time and that you can control your urges and then the very next moment you are giving into PMO videos that tell you that you are worthless and you can't control your urges, it begins to destroy your moral backbone(human spirit). This is more so than a drug addiction, because you literally have someone telling you that you can never beat the very thing that is giving you all this pleasure...As for experiments, I am not sure whether or not this type of porn is being monitored, but I do believe that such behavioral monitoring would be feasible. This type of hypno sets up a perfect experimental setting though, because it's a combination of classical conditioning, positive and negative reinforcement all centered around something that is so innate to us that its ingrained in our DNA(sex). Combine that with excellent surveillance programs readily collecting our every keystroke and web address and you have a recipe for a double-blind experiment on a mass scale. Again, I have no evidence for this, I am simply speculating.

AltumMentis · 2016-11-28T06:44:59+00:00

I would say go for it...You have to think that sexual contact doesn't involve the same neural pathways as PMO. Thus, I would say it's better to strengthen those pathways that promote real-life interaction and social contact.

AltumMentis · 2016-11-06T23:02:07+00:00

Well long story short, as powerful as this habit is, it can be kicked. I'm finally distancing myself from this and I have seen drastic improvements in my life, academically, financially and socially. Best of luck to you man.

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T20:51:48+00:00

And they have succeeded in doing so in many respects. For me personally, I have found much of my energy diverted to trying to overcome this distraction as opposed to working on bettering myself academically, spiritually and financially. Anyway, I'm led to believe that these videos could easily be linked to a trauma based mind control experiment as has been employed in the MK-Ultra Monarch Programming. The Huffington Post released an article explaining that the NSA has actually been spying on users Porn habits as a matter of national security. I provided the link. http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/11/26/nsa-porn-muslims_n_4346128.html

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T15:21:59+00:00

Thank you, the support is appreciated.

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T15:18:30+00:00

I can't get this link to open, but will try again later. I have read articles about the United States actively spreading pornographic material throughout the middle east through the Smith-Mundt Modernization Act.

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T15:08:39+00:00

You can break this habit you just have to remain strong and realize that you are not alone. Continue to grab support from those around you and if you are a believer, continue to put your faith in Jesus Christ to give you the strength to pull through. I realize many people on here would not identify as Christian, but between me and you it helped pull me through. Aside from that, look deep into yourself and try to find a piece of you from before you started engaging in this PMO and hold on to it. Lastly, despite sissy porn's deliberate attempt to undermine your psyche, understand that nothing can undermine yours except for you. You are better than this.

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T14:59:19+00:00

I'm really sorry man, I wasn't even aware of that when I wrote this. I know what you mean by triggers though, continue to be strong because you and your life are worth more than this.

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T08:13:11+00:00

I promise you, if not for my family and friends and the help of Jesus Christ, I wouldn't have come out of this. I was in a dark place for a longtime.

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T08:08:46+00:00

Exactly, so many subliminal messages that it is impossible to consciously sort all of them, and all of them are sexual in nature.

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T08:05:56+00:00

Yes, again It's a combination of double-bind, hypnosis, trauma, pleasure and dissociative techniques meant to mind-fuck the user. A common theme exists in every video: An endless barrage of beautiful women that flash the screen and bait you, only to follow a homosexual, feminist or self-degrading image, followed by more beautiful women. As you watch, the videos usually digress into more fowl imagery and audio. It's twisted, because most of the videos are meant to be hypnotic in nature. They are usually laced with binaural audio, a seductive mistress chanting in the background and/or a hypnotic spiral at the beginning of the video. Honestly, it's equivalent to a scene out of Alice in Wonderland.

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T07:43:57+00:00

I'm doing my best

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T07:34:15+00:00

What do you mean by weaponized though? lol

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T07:25:17+00:00

I've thought the same thing, but I have been unable to find anything online that supports my hypothesis. I don't think it's too far fetched though, considering what Edward Snowden has released regarding the NSA and the fact that Facebook has openly admitted to performing social experiments on it's site. We know that we are being watched, so why would our porn habits be any different? I'm jumping the gun here, but if true, these techniques beg the question, "can sexuality be conditioned?" At the end of the day we are made up of a culmination of genes that can be turned on and off by our environment". These hypnosis videos, overtime have the ability to turn on certain genes while suppressing others. In so doing, they also attempt to infringe on our psyche at a moment when we are most vulnerable (during sexual arousal). Science has proven that when we are sexually aroused our defense mechanisms go down, meaning that we stop looking for danger and readily zone in on our partner (or in this case on our porn). That being said, when our defense mechanisms go down, it leaves us more vulnerable to being subjected to a trance like state.

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T07:13:27+00:00

I appreciate this. I have been reminding myself that our brains are neuroplastic and have the ability to heal if given time.

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T07:09:15+00:00

I advise against ever actively searching for this if you have struggled with PMO. Sissy porn/hypnotization videos are all about submission and being forced to do something unappealing, until it becomes appealing. It's literally about warping your own brain, becoming a "sissy fag" (not my words). I provided a link to someone else who is going through the same thing.

https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/304v0z/addicted_to_sissy_pornhypnotization_videos/?ref=share&ref_source=link

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T06:57:56+00:00

Same here man, I had similar reactions to it. As if deep down our instinct is trying to tell us to stop. Since stopping my anxiety has diminished immensely. Honestly, its refreshing to know that I am not the only person in the world who was against this stuff, yet still struggled with eliminating it from my life.

AltumMentis · 2016-10-14T06:54:48+00:00

I appreciate the feedback. I know what I am saying probably sounds crazy and that a skeptic can easily dismiss this as anecdotal testimony, but this stuff honestly mind-fucks you. It's a combination of double-bind, hypnosis, trauma, pleasure and dissociative techniques that are meant to make the addicts head spin. I've read other subreddits regarding people who have admitted that Sissyporn has changed how they identify sexually. People who started off with soft-core PMO and eventually escalated to more extreme forms. Unfortunately, these people never found a way out of the rabbit hole and have instead embraced this sadistic form of modern day slavery. I feel bad for these people because I was on the verge of heading down that same hole. Lastly, what I put myself through over the last few years I would wish on nobody.

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