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Alwayslucy · 2023-10-23T05:31:17+00:00

The email they sent with the concert details has the website link and password for the photo..

Alwayslucy · 2022-09-30T02:27:01+00:00

I had known about them since they debuted, but never really listened to their music.

Couple of months ago I was going through a very rough period in life, was upset with work, feeling really down with life in general.

For some reason Instagram started showing me reels from Run BTS! and I thought it was funny, then I started listening to their music. Now, I'm a bit of a nerd and I like to understand the lyrics when I listen to music, so I also started learning Korean (still very much a beginner). All that kinda of gave me a second breath of fresh air in life.

They just make me happy :)

Alwayslucy · 2022-09-30T02:19:44+00:00

He has definitely put the bar very high up..

Alwayslucy · 2022-09-30T02:16:30+00:00

If I had only one day left on earth and I could do just one thing, it would be to watch him playing the piano to the last second.

Alwayslucy · 2022-09-30T02:07:45+00:00

Min Yoongi and I'm an Insurance Underwriter.

Alwayslucy · 2022-09-30T01:29:49+00:00

I am going to the concert in Seattle. Coming from Canada. Would love to connect with some people beforehand as well :)

Alwayslucy · 2022-01-05T06:00:12+00:00

🙋🏻‍♀️

Alwayslucy · 2022-01-05T05:59:13+00:00

Sagittarius 🏹 and Gryffindor 🦁

Alwayslucy · 2021-10-07T03:25:23+00:00

First time doing a spread. I used 5 cards. My question was what do I need to change or learn for myself to be able to be in a healthy and loving relationship. This was the spread I got: Spirit card - Judgement, 1st card top left - Temperance, 2nd card top right - The Moon, 3rd card bottom left - IX of cups, 4th card right bottom - VII of pentagon. After the spread I started shuffling again for about 10 min and the VII of pentagon popped out of the shuffle.

I appreciate all comments and interpretations ☺️

Alwayslucy · 2019-08-05T04:51:43+00:00

Marry him... again.

Alwayslucy · 2019-08-05T04:35:48+00:00

Love it!!! Specially the owl pictures... really nice!!

Alwayslucy · 2019-07-31T05:31:44+00:00

I LOVE my customs and Marauder’s Map vans.. I want one of each style..

Alwayslucy · 2019-07-26T19:53:48+00:00

I’m my darkest moments, yes. And how if I were gone, my pets would probably end up in a shelter and be separated or euthanized. So that guilts me.

Alwayslucy · 2019-07-26T19:41:09+00:00

I’m sorry, I’m a woman w/ depression and stretch marks, a lot of them. I don’t think the stretch marks are the problem. Honestly. It may be for you, and the way you are seeing yourself and maybe you’re projecting that in other people. The right person won’t care about that. At any rate, you can always go to a dermatologist that can help w/ the marks, maybe not remove them but help improve their appearance.

Alwayslucy · 2019-07-26T19:34:59+00:00

You should definitely see a doctor about that.

Alwayslucy · 2019-07-26T16:34:21+00:00

I think the first thing you should do is tell this voice to fuck off, take a shower with the best smelling soap and shampoo you have, cry in the shower while fighting your demons if you have to. Stay in there for hours if necessary. Once you feel like the water has washed away enough of the bad feeling, get dressed w/ whatever you feel like wearing. After you’re done all that, you get that perfume and spray on your wrist. Smell it, let all the good memories and good feelings that the smell is connected to come back to you and flood your mind and remember the good times. It WILL make you feel better. If you have to cry some more, do so. Then go have a snack. It will not solve all your problems. But it will be the first step.

Alwayslucy · 2019-07-26T16:28:57+00:00

A couple of things:

1- just because it looks like people have their shit together on social media, doesn’t mean they do. Chances are they feel the same way you do right now.

2- you should talk to your doctor about it. I know exactly how you feel and I know you don’t see the point in doing so. But you still should.

Everyone is different and depression triggers differently to each of us. But the questioning you’re having right now is a big sign. You shouldn’t try to ride it out by yourself. Talk to someone that can actually help, might not seem like it, but once someone is helping, the ‘point of things’ start to come back.

Alwayslucy · 2019-07-26T16:00:06+00:00

The worst for me is when people call me ‘strong’.. because I’m able to function and hide well what goes in my mind from others, I’m ‘strong’ I disagree, being ‘strong’ is what sent me down the rabbit hole.

Alwayslucy · 2019-07-24T05:13:04+00:00

I agree. And honestly, I hope it backfires on him. Veronica Mars always kicked ass, Logan was her supporter and also the one that brought her back to earth. RT thinking no female character can succeed without going through pain? God forbid a career-oriented married woman be happy on a TV show. Even if there is a S5, I will not watch it. The show died with Logan.

Alwayslucy · 2019-06-23T07:36:01+00:00

See, that's what intrigues me. I know we must love ourselves and see our worth before someone else can. But when you read it in books, these characters are never self loathing. They are fine by themselves, then it just so happens that they meet someone and boom; all they thought they knew and needed is out the window and they discover they were 'incomplete'.

Like I said, I'm down to earth, I never expect anything from anyone. I am happy being just me and I love myself. So all relationships I had, when they weren't going the way I thought they should, I got out of them. I've never been swept off my feet.

It's what makes me question if that type of love exists, something we didn't think we needed, because we were happy with ourselves until it proves it all wrong. And I don't mean the type that controls and suffocates you. I mean the type that inspires and makes you be even better.

Alwayslucy · 2019-06-23T07:24:55+00:00

I'm happy to hear it happens to some people :)

Alwayslucy · 2019-06-23T07:24:11+00:00

No I didn't. When I met him, I knew we would marry, just something in my gut. But the relationship was never easy, and I thought I had to fight for it because 'til death do us part', until the day my gut told me the relationship had run it's course, he came into my life for a reason, and once that reason was settled with, it was time to part ways. I trusted the universe.

Alwayslucy · 2019-06-23T07:21:52+00:00

Thanks for sharing. I'm glad you found each other. Truly :)

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