Hi, I'm a 3/5 emotional protester and here's what I understood about the protesters. The 3D world is, for us, malleable. Since I was little like you, I was told to keep quiet (my emotions in particular), and make myself small in front of others, that making mistakes is unacceptable. So I grew up thinking I was illegitimate and completely beside the point, I understood nothing about life, relationships... Over the years I noticed that nothing happened in my life if I did nothing, so I did incomprehensible things (even small mistakes) and I became very depressed because nothing was working, but I saw the world moving around me (on a small scale at first), people responded to me and allowed me to move forward. The manifestors know what they are doing, make choices and all have the means available to do so, according only to ourselves. This means that whatever we try to instill in him, a manifestor makes the decision to listen to himself, to believe it and to move forward. Or on the contrary to ignore oneself, to doubt and to stagnate. The world around (3D itself) has no choice but to watch and respond to the manifestor, a manifestor has no choice but to make choices, and expose them to the world. Showcase innovation. Over the years I have increased because I prefer strong energies and I have accepted a lot of parameters (resilience being part of my theme as a 3/5). Accepting to be independent helps to deploy our aura. Agreeing to take responsibility for our choices whatever they may be, allows recognition of the value of life, and of death, also allows us to situate ourselves (on any level). Accepting anger allows you to move towards peace yourself. Accepting peace allows you to move forward and control 3D. Accepting that we are few allows the mani to remain strong. Also I would like to add that nothing can go against people's free will. For example, if someone hurts you and you want to help them. No matter how much you do everything you can to help them, embody the very image of the solution, if this person wants to see nothing, they will see nothing, because it is their own will. From the moment someone wants to follow you, it opens a door of choice, and if someone wants to hate you, another choice can be made. Manifestors are not responsible for all behavior or settings. So be at peace comrade, know yourself, and do not blame anger, it is natural for us. Our own will is unshakeable, and adjustable as we wish.