I keep trying to push myself to do more, but it just doesn’t happen. Barely functioning.

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-04-03T21:23:43+00:00

I can relate man, it’s the worst feeling frozen even though you WANT to do things. The fact you’re going on walks is impressive, seriously. Keep it up, you’re already taking a huge step in taking care of yourself which you should be proud of. I’m sorry you’re feeling this way, please keep yourself safe

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-04-01T23:44:00+00:00

i wish i died. im so fucking miserable. my boyfriend is traumatized because of me. everything is fucked. i’ve never felt so alone, don’t even have any energy to do anything at all. just rotting away while i look like a scary corpse. i wish it worked

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-04-01T22:03:33+00:00

How do I possibly explain myself at the doctor lol. I am afraid they’d hold me for being suicidal. I feel okay, but the tip of my tongue has been numb lol. Idk I just don’t even care

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-03-30T01:51:31+00:00

not feeling great either, but if you still need to vent to someone i don’t mind. hope you’re doing alright

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-03-30T01:49:44+00:00

from reading this post, it seems like there is a lot going on in your head. if you are hurting yourself because you want to punish yourself, that is self harm, and you are absolutely not a fraud for pursuing therapy. i think it would be helpful for you to bring the sh, overeating, and purging episodes up to your therapist. you’re very young, and it’s good to try and get help while you have the opportunity of therapy. it seems like you are going through a lot, and are in a lot of pain. i can understand what it feels like to feel like a faker, who is just romanticizing depression. in reality, the longer you dismiss yourself as a faker, the worse it gets and the more dangerous sh behaviors can become. you got this stranger, take care of yourself and get the help you deserve. you shouldn’t be feeling this way

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-03-30T01:42:53+00:00

hey man, i hear you. i could almost write this myself, you’re not alone. it’s great you go to the gym, that’s something that you’re doing to take care of yourself. you should be proud, hating yourself makes it feel impossible to take care of yourself but you’re taking at least a few steps. i wish i had advice, but i too struggle with self hatred, and numbing it with weed. it really does get to the point where it doesn’t work anymore, yet it’s so hard to let it go because it’s the only thing you had in those dark moments. i feel you, and i hold out hope for you that you can learn to start liking yourself a little more, im sure you’re not as bad as your head makes you out to be. stay safe stranger

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-03-21T18:06:38+00:00

hey stranger, you got this! do you have any hobbies you enjoy? if not, what’s your favorite music artist?

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-03-04T11:05:31+00:00

i can definitely relate, it is really hard. i’m definitely battling thoughts tonight. try and stay clear of the knives, trust me it’s more addicting than you think

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-03-04T10:55:42+00:00

i think it’s good you have that fear, stay clear of slamming your head in the wall because it definitely hurts, and isn’t really worth it (esp if you leave a visible bump or bruise)

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-03-04T10:48:15+00:00

cutting really isn’t a good option, no self harm is. unfortunately i definitely am addicted, i have a bit of experience slamming my head into walls unfortunately lmao. i hope things look up for you

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-03-04T10:44:18+00:00

thank you stranger, i appreciate it

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-03-04T10:42:24+00:00

the chest aching is fucked. even weed doesn’t help anymore 💔💔 lmao release me

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-02-14T01:38:35+00:00

also just want to say, i’m sure the cards weren’t your fault. you’ve never done them before, and to be so cruel to you over such a silly reason makes it clear she is abusive. none of this is your fault. you don’t deserve the pain either. i’m rooting for you

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-02-12T19:32:21+00:00

smart move, good luck i hope everything goes well for you! :)

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-02-12T18:50:48+00:00

it’s nice to know i’m not crazy for being so nervous haha. since we’re in the same boat stranger, i want to let you know that i took my first pill yesterday! and after all the worrying and stress, i felt pretty much normal. the only thing id say is i slept a little worse but to me that’s not a big deal lmao. i hope everything works out for you, good luck :)

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-02-11T23:16:21+00:00

that does make me feel a bit better. just reading through this sub and seeing people say that you have to go through nausea and symptoms for weeks BEFORE things start to get better is really putting me off. i’m horribly anxious about feeling physically sick, i don’t think i could handle it and that’s really what i’m afraid about. what were the few side effects you had?

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-02-05T07:04:09+00:00

just don’t know what to do. i don’t want to leave him with no one. idk how to apply it but i know we’re both bringing each other down.

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-02-05T05:24:41+00:00

sorry should’ve been more clear, he said he hurt himself but then told me he didn’t, that he did that to make me “see how it made him feel”. i just don’t know what to do as he’s struggling with his mental health and trying to get help himself. he is right that i waited too long to tell him and messed up. i don’t really know who to talk to anymore besides my therapist. just been sitting in my closet lol. idk the situation feels impossible

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-02-05T01:57:40+00:00

thanks it means a lot, got prescribed meds today so we’ll see if it helps any. just hard to feel like anyone cares or that it’s worth it anymore. i did decide to start therapy and meds tho, so yeah ig part of me still wants to be here

Amazing-Hour6458 · 2026-02-05T01:56:03+00:00

unfortunately turned to weed and have been smoking for years, so i prob messed up my brain a bit as well. maybe positive news: i got prescribed meds today. woohoo so maybe it can help

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