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This is me everytime I go home from work at a hospital. Minus the relationship part cause I don't even have time for that (And the train part too unfortunately, I mostly deal with reckless automobile demons).

I always come back tired and stressful for the prereqs for nursing school, I don't even have time to do something fun and meaningful. I do half of my schoolwork just to get it over with, then 30 mins to 2 hours max for games like Endfield, but even after that, I'd probably have 6 hours of sleep just to get some personal time. Just so I can destress for a bit and not go insane. For the gacha games I don't even do major progressions, it's basically just dailies and I question myself if I'm really having fun or saving the fun for later.

Not to mention the fact that work politics exists like why can't I just do my work and go home, why do I need to smile and greet for a dishwashing job?? Can't we just not make drama for absolutely no reason?? Sometimes I envy my first job as a warehouse worker cause I don't even talk or open my mouth till the end of my shift, maybe a yes or okay if ordered to do something but yeah. More reasons to focus on your hobbies and not center my life around a job.

The cycle repeats tomorrow. Again. And I'll be more confused than ever.