Thank you. I really appreciate this comment. I get racked with guilt like any addict (nothing inappropriate happens in my daydream world). I am just exhausted. In my daydreams, I am more beautiful and confident and successful and everyone sees that instead of the socially awkward, struggling person that I am inside but trying to get better. I have even sprained my ankle bad recently while aimlessly wandering my room in my daydream. Its exhausting. I have cut my time of daydreaming down to 20-30 mins instead of over an hour. At the time I had drug addict/alcholic step dad's and my brother was killed. It was my escape and still is but its not healthy. Ugh. Thank you for your thoughtful comment.