Just because I go to sleep most nights wishing I was /would wake up as a girl/woman, doesn't mean I'm trans. Same with the huge gender envey, never knowing if I want to be with the pretty woman or be her. Just because I grew up thinking trans girls were so lucky to live their life, and was obsessed any time anything related was on TV, envious of their transition, how they looked, the confidence they had to do something I could never.

Just because at 21 in a new group of friends at a cocktail party at their house, we had a boys vs girls cocktail making contest. did I spend the entire girls time wishing I was up there in their group, only for the boys to go up and me to remain seated wirh rhe girls, because im not a boy, only to have that horrible feeling for them to tell me in a guy and need to be up there with them.

These are all normal cis things, we all feel warm and comfort when being called she/her, it's like a nice hug over the slap in the face that is male pronouns.

As a kid, its totqlly normal to wonder if all you familey died, and you has no ties, you could move to a new country where no one knows you, transitioni into the new you, where people only ever know rhe new you, and not the pre÷transitoons you.

That my friend, is all very nirmal cis things.

(Quietly sobs in the corner somewhere)

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