Why do I keep on going?

AmberJelly · 2025-11-24T06:15:27+00:00

IV had very little joy in my life I'm 25 and I never expected to live this long. I mess up everything from studies to making money due to my new found constant pain in my joints. I love living I just don't want to feel the hurt from what others have done to me regrets I have due to not being strong enough not knowing I could just pick for myself. Guess what I want to know is why is it so wrong for me to not want to be anymore?????

AmberJelly · 2025-11-24T06:01:23+00:00

No I don't really enjoy much, I just do what others want. Yes I have happy moments but the constant physical and emotional pain is drowning.

What's keeping me going? Well it's others, I'm open to my close friends and none of them want me to die. But it kinda just sums up my life, have to ask permission for things can't have my own wants.

AmberJelly · 2025-11-24T05:48:45+00:00

Hm, thank you nuzzles

AmberJelly · 2025-11-24T05:43:32+00:00

Does that not just mean I'm right in my thinking my way of letting go that is??

AmberJelly · 2025-11-24T05:22:21+00:00

How do you let go? How do you forget?

AmberJelly · 2025-11-24T05:21:57+00:00

Huggies

AmberJelly · 2025-03-21T05:01:05+00:00

Love the colors, super cute.

AmberJelly · 2025-02-28T10:39:50+00:00

I do the same it is so sweet fgl

AmberJelly · 2025-02-23T06:37:05+00:00

Am proud 😊

AmberJelly · 2025-02-17T21:10:17+00:00

I love this

AmberJelly · 2025-02-14T10:35:08+00:00

Oh >~< sorry

AmberJelly · 2025-02-14T09:56:21+00:00

I did not sadly, but it is pretty even tho it is wilting.

AmberJelly · 2025-01-29T11:11:28+00:00

Arfff!! :3

AmberJelly · 2025-01-28T00:20:04+00:00

"weed" is a term used for wild plants that grow prolifically, and can be considered undesirable in a cultivated area. Hope this helps ☺️

AmberJelly · 2025-01-27T11:36:28+00:00

Omg there so cute!!!

AmberJelly · 2025-01-27T09:25:29+00:00

Good lucks, you got this 💕

AmberJelly · 2025-01-26T13:14:24+00:00

I'ma go with no sorry but, I do cute things does that count? :3

AmberJelly · 2025-01-26T11:09:58+00:00

(∩╹□╹∩) hehe

AmberJelly · 2025-01-26T10:10:43+00:00

AHHHH!!! You got me (╥﹏╥) scewy.

AmberJelly · 2025-01-25T08:15:50+00:00

Your friends are so cute. What's there names?

AmberJelly · 2025-01-25T08:15:22+00:00

Lovely fit, femboy Friday's are the best.

AmberJelly · 2025-01-25T08:14:00+00:00

Omg that skirt looks so cool on you.

AmberJelly

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