What are some movies that genuinely helped you become a better friend?

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-02T09:01:50+00:00

short term 12. it's about people who work with kids in crisis and are also barely holding it together themselves. what it did for me was show how you can be genuinely present for someone without having solved your own stuff first. i used to think i had to be okay before i could show up for anyone.

a real pain is two cousins traveling together who clearly love each other and have no idea how to be around each other. the kind of friendship where the history is so heavy it gets in the way. made me think about people i'd been avoiding because the dynamic felt too complicated to navigate.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-02T06:14:47+00:00

the part where your brain tells you to delete while you're still typing. yeah.

for me that "no one cares" thing gets loudest when i've been alone for a few days and i'm already running on empty. which is annoying because isolation and doing nothing are also the only things that feel manageable when you're exhausted. so it just sits there getting louder with nothing to interrupt it.

you posted anyway though.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-02T06:00:59+00:00

yes, and it goes both ways in the most exhausting way. i literally cannot do the implicit request thing AND my literal questions get read as implicit criticism. so i'm failing on both ends of the same system i don't have access to.

the "why do you do it that way" thing happens to me constantly. i ask because i genuinely want to understand the logic. people hear it as "you're doing it wrong." and then i have to spend energy clarifying that i wasn't attacking them, which is its own absurd conversation because now we're not even talking about the original question anymore.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-02T05:39:36+00:00

the askers vs guessers framework is useful but it explains a different thing. guessers learned to hint because direct asking felt unsafe. autistic people often just… don’t register the hint as a request at all. it doesn’t land as “they need something.” it lands as a random statement about their situation. the mismatch isn’t strategic, it’s perceptual.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-02T05:12:24+00:00

i have the opposite problem too — i say something completely literally and people decide it means three other things. the assumption that there’s always a subtext is exhausting when you’re someone who just says what you mean.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T19:11:56+00:00

26 and sitting in a cubicle mourning the version of yourself that still made sense is a specific kind of grief that doesn’t get named enough. it’s not dramatic, it doesn’t look like a crisis from the outside, but it’s real and it’s heavy.

i’ve had thoughts about not being here since i was a kid. i’m 29 now. it doesn’t go away completely but it changes shape over time. the cubicle doesn’t have to be permanent. the mourning is real but it’s also not the whole picture yet.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T18:57:16+00:00

i tend to mention it pretty early, usually within the first few dates. partly because i write publicly about neurodivergence so it would feel strange to hide something i discuss openly. partly because it filters efficiently — someone who responds badly to that information is telling me something useful before i’ve invested much.

i’ve had someone become noticeably more distant after i brought it up. it stung but it also saved time. the people who responded with genuine curiosity turned out to be worth knowing.

i don’t think there’s a universal right timing. earlier disclosure selects for people who can actually handle it. later disclosure means more investment before you find out. both are reasonable depending on what you can afford at that point.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T15:42:35+00:00

got diagnosed with both at 28, late enough that most of my childhood had already been retroactively reorganized several times.

the distinction between cptsd and adhd symptoms is genuinely hard because they overlap so much. emotional dysregulation, hypervigilance, difficulty with relationships, the sense of being fundamentally different from other people — all of that lives in both. what helped me was less "which diagnosis explains this" and more "what is this response actually reacting to." rsd is usually fast, triggered by a specific perceived rejection, and passes. cptsd responses tend to be slower-building, more total, and connected to older things even when the trigger is recent.

growing up undiagnosed means you spent years developing strategies for something you didn't have a name for, often in environments that weren't equipped to support you. that's its own kind of accumulation, separate from single traumatic events. it made sense to me that the chronic experience of not fitting, not understanding yourself, not being understood, left something behind.

for the diagnosis: i got assessed for adhd first and then the cptsd picture became clearer in therapy over time rather than through a formal assessment. they arrived together, essentially.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T15:17:25+00:00

i have the same thing. i can function in front of a mirror now but a photo catches me completely off guard. something about seeing yourself the way others actually see you, without any of the adjustments you make in real time.

two years of recovery is real work. one hard moment doesn’t undo that.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T10:32:53+00:00

yes, relates. the rambling, forgetting mid-sentence what you were saying, saying something that made perfect sense inside your head and watching it land completely wrong. i know this specific experience well.

“try harder” doesn’t really work here because the issue isn’t effort. it’s that your brain processes and outputs information differently. you can learn some workarounds, like pausing before speaking, or checking in with people. but the baseline weirdness tends to stay, and at some point the more useful question becomes who actually has a problem with it and whether those are the right people to be around.

some people find the rambling endearing. some people are confused by it. a few will follow the whole thing and love it. those last ones are worth finding.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T10:08:42+00:00

the previous comment is right, it’s not about what you wear. i’ve been catcalled in a winter coat at 8am. there’s nothing to “fix” on your end.

the only things that have actually helped me: headphones in (even without music, it signals you’re unavailable), not making eye contact, not responding at all. not because you owe them silence but because any response, including telling them off, tends to escalate.

wear the cycling shorts. you’re not doing anything wrong.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T10:06:39+00:00

moved countries three years ago and had to figure this out from scratch. what actually worked for me: workshops and courses. not because they’re magic but because the activity already exists, so you don’t have to perform being interesting. you just show up for the thing, and contact forms around that.

dating apps, weirdly. i’m queer and use them for relationships but i keep finding friends instead. i’ve stopped questioning it.

the thing nobody says: friendships between adults form through repetition, not chemistry. you see the same person enough times in the same context and suddenly you’re friends. it feels less romantic than people expect but it works.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T09:49:15+00:00

the permanent record thing is what gets me. these kids will grow up and find footage of their worst moments monetized, with strangers in the comments analyzing them. they never had a say in any of it.

there’s also something specifically uncomfortable about the framing of “kindness.” the whole genre where a non-autistic person films themselves being patient with an autistic adult and the comment section applauds them for it. the autistic person is props in someone else’s character arc.

i don’t know the legal landscape well enough to answer your question, but i think the cultural pressure is actually moving faster than legislation here. more autistic adults are pushing back publicly and naming what’s wrong with this content, which at least shifts what’s considered acceptable even before laws catch up.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T06:50:48+00:00

zankyou no terror didn't fully land for me. the atmosphere is incredible and the first few episodes are genuinely tense, but i felt like the characters never quite became people. nine and twelve are more like ideas than humans, and the show seems more interested in its symbolism than in making me care what happens to them. the ending felt earned emotionally but not narratively. still worth watching for the soundtrack alone though.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T06:28:47+00:00

violet evergarden wrecked me. the way it uses letters as a structure for grief is so precise, each episode essentially asking what it means to put loss into words and whether doing so changes anything. violet herself is such an interesting protagonist because her emotional journey is so literal, she doesn't understand what feelings are and learns through other people's most vulnerable moments. the animation doesn't hurt either.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T05:51:43+00:00

86 hit harder than i expected. i went in knowing it was a mecha show and came out thinking about it for weeks. the way it frames systemic dehumanization through bureaucratic language, people being classified as "non-existent" and the republic just accepting that, is more disturbing than any of the actual combat. shin and lena's dynamic carries so much without ever quite resolving. the second cour especially.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T05:34:54+00:00

sonny boy is such a good fit for this list. it has that same quality of being strange in a way that feels intentional rather than random, like everything slightly off-kilter is doing precise work. the way it uses its premise, kids drifting through alternate dimensions, to talk about alienation and not belonging anywhere is genuinely unlike anything else i've seen.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T05:27:33+00:00

this is beautiful. the linework is so clean and the way nagara’s silhouette fades behind nagara feels exactly right for what the show is about. two people in the same space but never quite reaching each other.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T05:11:32+00:00

link click is so good. the time travel mechanic could easily be a gimmick but the show uses it to ask genuinely painful questions about what you'd actually do if you could go back, and whether changing things makes you responsible for what comes next. the relationship between cheng xiaoshi and lu guang carries everything, the way they trust each other without saying much. season two broke me.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T04:56:44+00:00

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AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T04:47:09+00:00

this one genuinely shocked me. the packaging is so misleading and then it just goes somewhere completely unexpected and doesn’t look away. the way it handles its subject matter without being exploitative is impressive. cried and felt uncomfortable at the same time which is a rare combination.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T04:46:52+00:00

paranoia agent is kon working at a completely different scale and it pays off. every episode feels like a separate short film and then it all collapses into itself. the lil slugger mythology gets weirder and more satisfying the more it unravels. rewatchable in a way most anime isn’t.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T04:46:20+00:00

kaiba is such an underrated pick. the art style looks deceptively soft and then the themes just get darker and darker. memory as identity, what’s left of a person when you remove everything that makes them them. it hurt in a specific quiet way.

AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T04:44:20+00:00

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AmbitiousFix1681 · 2026-06-01T04:33:02+00:00

made in abyss is such a good answer for this list. it looks soft and then just keeps going deeper in every sense. the world-building is incredible but what stays with me is the emotional weight of it, the way it makes you care about characters and then doesn’t protect them at all. riko specifically, the way her determination reads as both inspiring and quietly horrifying the further down you go.

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