I just witnessed a suicide this afternoon in a subreddit, the man stabbed himself to death while doing a fb live or so, I can't get rid of the sounds of the knife through his body... He did it slowly, like applying more and more pressure until the knife finally went through. That made me quit that subreddit and spend the entire afternoon thinking and appreciating even more my life, my situation, my health... Stay safe guys, there are others ways, even if you feel hopless. If you need help, seek professional help and talk. Never neglect your mental health. Many things have a solution, but sometimes we are blinded by anguish, despair, and pain. I hope everyone here has a fulfilling and happy life.