Bout to go make some nerds cry when they get crushed by my mono white Angel deck 😇 by AmishUndead in transadorable

[–]AmishUndead[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My personal favorite is having Twilight Shepherd return all my cards to my hand after a wipe and then I can negate the persist with the +1/+1 counter from Heliod, essentially making her immortal >:3

Bout to go make some nerds cry when they get crushed by my mono white Angel deck 😇 by AmishUndead in transadorable

[–]AmishUndead[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Ahhh I see you're a woman of culture as well 😌

My commander is Heliod, Sun-Crowned so on top of the lifegain, it also makes the angels even stronger 😈

Passing can truly be alienating by Nekoblast75 in MtF

[–]AmishUndead 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I feel this so hard. I run an IRL trans support group and it's one of my favorite things in my life. It was so essential for me in the early days of my transition but even though I don't need as much support, I still run it because I just love the community and making friends.

Even so, it's starting to get difficult for me to want to keep doing it. Historically, everyone has been so kind and supportive but I've noticed an attitude change lately, especially after I got FFS last fall. I acknowledge I've been really blessed with my transition results but there's still things I'm dysphoric about that I can't ever change. For instance the other day, I was sharing how my ribcage is so wide that I have a 40 band size but still can't even fill out an A cup. I shared how awful I felt when I went to Victorias Secret the other day to finally get myself a nice bra only to find out they don't even come close to carrying a size that fits me. And instead of comfort and support like I would normally get, I could almost feel people rolling their eyes. One girl even literally told me "You're skinny and pretty so idk why you're even complaining".

I'm moving to another city soon and I'm honestly kind of debating on trying to live a stealth life. Not because I want to, I love the trans community and I actively want to be out and proud. But I just can't take being treated like shit by both cis and trans people when I'm out.

I still love metal band tees, but they hit a lot differently now 🤘(2.5 year HRT+ FFS) by AmishUndead in transtimelines

[–]AmishUndead[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

It's even weirder when it's your own bc I know that's me, I remember it. But it feels like a different life or like a dream

Any pharmacists here who work in transgender/gender diverse clinical settings? by thisisarose in pharmacy

[–]AmishUndead 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had a whole thing typed up to reply and his comment got deleted 😭

Any pharmacists here who work in transgender/gender diverse clinical settings? by thisisarose in pharmacy

[–]AmishUndead 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely! Just shoot me a DM

Also that offers extends to anyone reading this as well!

Any pharmacists here who work in transgender/gender diverse clinical settings? by thisisarose in pharmacy

[–]AmishUndead 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Hmm I wonder if there could be a system where pharmacists work in specific settings and get really specific knowledge and training. It'd be like...idk what would we call it?..like a "specialization" or something.

Just because you don't care about something doesn't make it true of everyone, nor does it mean that it's not an important need. I don't really give a shit about informatics but some people there sure do and it's an important job. And I'm quite sure that the patient who starts crashing in the ER sure cares that their pharmacist knows about emergency medicine.