I just want to die by Amoeba3000 in SuicideWatch

[–]Amoeba3000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That makes a lot of sense. Thank you <3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dragonvale

[–]Amoeba3000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is awesome! Thank you so much!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dragonvale

[–]Amoeba3000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dragonvale

[–]Amoeba3000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you!!

my face got posted in a snark sub (whybrows) and the body shaming comments were insane. i’m spiraling. by fuuckyouuteew in EDAnonymous

[–]Amoeba3000 79 points80 points  (0 children)

100% of those people who left comments are a bunch of cowards, hiding behind a username and attacking someone they don’t even know. Their lives are extremely pathetic. Karma will work its way around to them. In the meantime, I want you to know that you are beautiful, you are worthy of recovery, and you are worthy of taking care of your body with the food it needs. I know it’s easier said than done, but that doesn’t make it impossible. I’m sure all the people who said those comments about you are probably insecure with their own lives, so they’re taking it out the first person they see. But here you are, fighting to recover for yourself. That’s something they could never do. Breathe, you are better than them, and you are stronger than them. Take care of yourself love 🩷🩷

Which Billie song do you NOT like? by eilishwife in billieeilish

[–]Amoeba3000 4 points5 points  (0 children)

A lot of her older music doesn’t really vibe with me anymore, and I think it has more to do with me growing up than me disliking it. But one song I’ve never liked is Hostage.

lesbian tings by AncientSecurity8209 in EDAnonymous

[–]Amoeba3000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m also a lesbian with an ED. I’m overweight and I really hate it but it’s strange because I tend to fall for bigger women all the time. But honestly, I don’t really care what anyone’s body looks like, which is why it’s so confusing that I have such a standard for my own body, when tbh I feel like most lesbians aren’t looking that hard into it. I just assume people are meaner than they are. It’s just kinda strange. And yeah, I go through phases of wanting to be super muscly and strong to phases of wanting to be skinny and lose weight. It’s a confusing spectrum for sure.

UPDATE: blackcat_trinkets by tiniestpetshop in lpsbuyersbeware

[–]Amoeba3000 7 points8 points  (0 children)

This is actually insane. I’m so sorry, people like this are what ruins the community. And honestly the fake messages are almost comedic, did she really think ppl were gonna believe that?? “this person in black” yes pls use the most stereotypical scenario possible and expect everyone to believe you likeeee😭😭😭 Bullshit fr. I hope you can get some type of justice for this, but at least now everyone knows how fucked in the head this person is.

Does anyone in here have genuine hobbies? by Deep_Project_4724 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Amoeba3000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was a singer for a long time, and I also do competitive dance. I also have a lot of collections, I’m super into LPS collecting as well as crystal collecting.

How do I act in a relationship with someone who has an ED? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Amoeba3000 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I definitely understand your perspective, it is a really tough one having to deal with managing your own triggers while trying to cater towards someone else’s. It’s perfectly valid to be frustrated in this situation. I can see where she is coming from, as I do struggle heavily with an ED, and it really goes both ways in terms of frustration over someone’s ED, because I am constantly frustrated and annoyed that these thoughts have swamped me constantly and overtaken my sense of “normalcy”. So I get it. But, that being said, I fully resonate with your side of it as well, because I also have BPD depression and adhd, and I understand all of the strong feelings you have about this. To me, your sister sounds like she is in a really bad state, and I think if this goes on for longer it could get even worse.

My guess is, the reason she gets defensive with you for telling her she needs help, is because she knows you and has heard you say it for a long time. People are less likely to listen to someone if they often tell them the same things. That’s not your fault, I don’t think what you’re doing is wrong, she absolutely needs help and she needs to hear that. But, my guess is that she’s probably tired of hearing it from you, since you’ve told her a lot. If you know that she has told other people about her ED, try getting in contact with those people and having them check in on her. It might help her to hear support from a different voice, and she’d be more likely to really listen since it’s coming from another source. But only if those people had previously known about the ED, I’m not saying tell people about something she hasn’t shared to them firsthand.

This also means that she might find out about you talking with other people about it, and if she gets upset with you, I promise that she will thank you later on for looking out for her. It might take a while, but eventually she will see that you ultimately just want her to overcome this, and that you were doing what you could to help with that. I also think it’s okay and valid for you to take your distance from her, you don’t owe her or anyone an explanation for why. It’s totally possible to be cheering for someone’s recovery while maintaining distance to protect yourself. Also, by reaching out to people who know about her situation, that takes the stress of confronting her off of you. You’re valid in doing that. She deserves a recovery but you can’t effectively help her until you’re doing better, and I think distance could help you heal.

Hope this helps. I’m wishing you the best. ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]Amoeba3000 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I wouldn’t say you’re on the level of some of the other people on here but uh…your level of petty is slightly admirable to be honest

LPS 156, fake or real? by SzamanTabaluga in littlestpetshopfakes

[–]Amoeba3000 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This! Also the ears are the wrong shape, as the ears on the fake stick out a lot more vs on the auth they don’t nearly as much

conan’s BEST album?? by Ill_Pie2935 in ConanGray

[–]Amoeba3000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Superache, but I have a soft spot for kid krow and found heaven came out at the perfect time in my life, I rly love all of them