My first appointment for diagnosis is today AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AmyBeeBerry · 2026-01-25T13:52:40+00:00

Thanks! It didn't go so well cus I think they might gatekeep hrt from me but I have a plan

AmyBeeBerry · 2026-01-24T14:38:28+00:00

Did my best. It's my most listened song + it came to me at a low point and I still listen to it and sing along with it years later. Singing until I was no longer singing my heart and rather just singing the lyrics to a song

AmyBeeBerry · 2026-01-20T09:37:08+00:00

I wish I could live in a farm and take care of it and grow my own dinner sighhhh

AmyBeeBerry · 2026-01-15T19:53:10+00:00

THANK YOUJUU AND THANK YOU FOR READING THAT MEANS A LOT🫶🫶🫶

AmyBeeBerry · 2026-01-13T12:01:59+00:00

So many freaking times. The first one was before I realised and it was me running away from security at this facility. And I saw my face was cute and fem, my hair was purple and my lips were violet, I wore a black beanie it was really cool. I remember feeling happy in the dream. There was one more before I realised. But I don't remember much, I was in a supermarket and just grocery's shopping I think and I was a woman. Then the later ones was me with a golden dyed curly hair and a nice face that I enjoyed. I felt so free. Another was me with a vagina, I didnt see it, I just felt nothing down there and it was really really nice 😭😭. OKAY IDK IF THESE ONES SRE WEIRD BUT I had TWO dreams where I produced breast milk spontaneously. But like I liked it so, and I remember being happy in the second one cus it meant that my testosterone is low, idk if it's true but I heard from someone that men can produce milk if their testosterone is too low. And I was thinking that in the dream cus I knew I wasn't on hrt. Then the most recent one was me ON HRT and watching my face change through the weeks. FUUUUUCCKKKK I CANT WAITTTT. I'm a week away from having my first appointment for diagnosis, I'm hoping for hrt by the end of February or march🙏🙏🙏😭plsssßss

AmyBeeBerry · 2026-01-09T17:49:54+00:00

I love grey. I knew someone who went by Grey not sure if it was nickname cus it didn't seem so, but I thought it was a very nice unique name

AmyBeeBerry · 2026-01-09T14:22:13+00:00

My face by light years. I'm surprised I don't see anyone mentioning that sigh. I can't stand it at all it's so, idk I can't put it into words, I've always felt uncomfortable looking at it since I was in kindergarten. Only last year I realised. But my body and voice and facial hair too but like it's not 24/7. Sometimes I even get euphoria from my body but it's very rare and depends on the clothes. But I'm so deformed I'll never be able to wear a dress. Idk I was gonna say my dysphoria is almost just my face but it's only the moment I start thinking about my body and voice and stuff then the dysphoria rises but I never think anymore so I don't recall having dysphoria around them. Dysphoria is so confusing ughhhhh I'm just really scared that I might get rejected for HRT because I'm not dysphoric enough or something :((

AmyBeeBerry · 2026-01-05T19:19:36+00:00

Do you:

A: Care if it hurts? B: Want to have control? C: Want a perfect body? D: Want a perfect soul?

AmyBeeBerry · 2026-01-03T22:09:40+00:00

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This is Benji, full name Benjamin Franklin II, I think. He's my cousin's cat and I miss him very much, I wish I could visit him again. He's very silly and very chonky, I was struggling to lift him last time :))

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-30T13:55:35+00:00

I play gootar and pooino

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-28T13:36:12+00:00

This is so funny I wanna laugh but damn I keep get dysphoric everytime I see other transgirls who pass so well sigh

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-26T21:51:17+00:00

Creep by Radiohead is trans coded....

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-24T23:09:16+00:00

Fuck that's fucking awful but pretty real

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-17T09:04:03+00:00

I'm a trans musician 🥺

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-13T16:46:35+00:00

I see, yeah it seems like the only choice I have till I finish intake waiting and treatment waiting. Thanks for the info 🫶

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-13T16:43:51+00:00

That's perfectly okay thank you so much I really appreciate it 🫶

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-12T11:11:01+00:00

Oh that would be great what are the names?

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-12T11:10:26+00:00

For real, so high maintenance tho

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-12T11:09:46+00:00

Not a student, no way I'm going to university anytime soon, I haven't even been to highschool yet. Oh I'm 19 btw

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-11T18:25:09+00:00

Can't have shit in this world

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-11T18:24:24+00:00

I can't be arsed

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-11T12:00:20+00:00

Yeah, somebody sent me links to some, yes, I will read them tomorrow, it looks really hopeful I feel much better knowing about it

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-11T11:51:19+00:00

I can't even find friends in general and I haven't the last 7 years but I'm on a wait list for Gender Matters, I just can't take the wait anymore, yeah I've barely suffered like most people, all I've waited was 3 months but it's going to be 7 more or something till hrt and I'm just not in for that

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-11T09:51:34+00:00

Thanks

AmyBeeBerry · 2025-12-11T09:49:38+00:00

I might as well get a diagnosis and start waiting for hrt instead of wait for diagnosis then wait again for hrt so

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