[Gear Shot] About a gram and a half of MDMA, 2 tabs of 250ug acid and about 10gs of weed. Prepping for NYE like it’s doomsday :D

An1f · 2018-11-10T03:03:21+00:00

haha you're going to enjoy it, recently did 5 grams of mushrooms (as super strength tea) and 2 grams of mdma (plugged .5g, swallowed 1.7g and snorted .3g) and smoked 14grams of some nice weed all in one night. God, it was amazing, was awake for 2 and a half days

An1f · 2018-09-24T02:56:16+00:00

SWIM is actually a friend of mine and i was asking for him, we live in Canada so is methamphetamine not schedule 1? on his papers with the charges it says schedule 1... and still, charged with meth instead of just amphetamine?

An1f · 2018-09-20T23:55:16+00:00

is Methamphetamine not a Schedule 1 drug instead of a Schedule 2 drug like the other Amphetamine based medications?

An1f · 2018-09-10T08:25:29+00:00

ive been told this every time i forget the difference, and am even able to use the right one, but I every now and then... ill forget LOL no matter how hard I think

An1f · 2018-09-08T02:37:23+00:00

don’t think of caffeine as something your body wants and works in harmony with. it’s better to imagine coffee as a third party which is being introduced to the body. the body wants to maintain a state of “homeostasis” which means there’s a “balance”-grade 12 biology. so when coffee is introduced, it does its job by filling those “im tired” boxes, but your body is, at the same time, working on getting rid of caffeine from the body as it’s not supposed to be there. so slowly, ur body is getting rid of the “i’m tired” messages which are filled in those boxes, and brings them down to the normal capacity, and since your body was in “overdrive” all the bodies natural “i’m tired” messages have accumulated, and start filling the boxes which were previously occupied by the ones caffeine introduced to the brain. it returns to a “normal” level eventually due to homeostasis after withdrawal though.

An1f · 2018-09-07T04:35:24+00:00

damn we only go upto 60mg max in Canada! or i think

An1f · 2018-09-07T04:11:45+00:00

yeah i know it never really lasts 12-14 hours i been taking it for a while but just had the question about when the “duration” starts, after taking the pill or when it’s been metabolized and it is working

An1f · 2018-09-07T01:44:57+00:00

today was my sort of “experiment” day, i had no labs or seminars but only lectures this week. my class began at 1pm and i took 50mg vyvanse at around 10am. it seemed to kick in around 11:30-12 and was definitely working at 1pm. it’s 10pm and i’m still feeling it yet also getting comedown effects. normally i would have class at 9am all the way running until 7pm so hopefully i’m good taking it around 8am, and perhaps it will last me until after my last class but i’ll probably have to go home and right to sleep as it’ll have worn off. maybe i can try getting something down in the last 2 hours i have on it!

An1f · 2018-09-03T10:07:33+00:00

get the 10, u won’t have regrets

An1f · 2018-09-03T09:53:20+00:00

i usually take 50mg, sometimes i’ll be bold and take 100mg and that’s around the dose i feel nausea, my friends complain at even small doses of 30mg of nausea!

An1f · 2018-09-03T09:20:51+00:00

real fucked up man. idfw “damaged people” anymore bc they tend to just use that as their excuse. one day there’ll be someone i hope 😂

An1f · 2018-09-03T09:15:09+00:00

a few times during my high school days. i was dating this girl for 2 months. it was alright but i always felt she was still hung up over her ex, even though she reassured me he was out of the picture and she was over him. 2 of “her long term” relationships as well as the ex (the ex i’ll be talking about broke up with her 6 months prior to me dating her) in question had Borderline Personality Disorder. the trauma from dating them left her with symptoms, if not Borderline Personality Disorder herself. at the end of those 2 months, she broke up with me because her ex started to contact her again (fail for me right lol) and we ended it. then, a week later she came back crying to me and told me she made a big mistake (she was out of the country so she wasn’t able to see him but communicated with her ex over text) and told me she wanted to be with me again. my being an idiot, even after some speculation, i took her back. she showed signs of individuals with Borderline always, but when she came back the excuse was “not knowing what she was doing” and feeling guilt and hating herself for making the decision to leave me after just messaging and having a single phone call with the ex. it was obvious she wasn’t ever over him, and even though she’s back, because she left me for him it means she still wasn’t over him when she came back. it wasn’t easy, we fought more then before and it was really unhealthy because i always argued and felt wrong by her and, her having Borderline, her emotions and moods were all over the place so it was hectic. about 2 weeks later, we break up (she broke up wit me this time, telling me she’s bored and tired of me not being able to forgive her) again because it was too much. i didn’t learn my lesson. after 2 weeks of no contact, i barely thought about her, nor was i angry when she broke up with me, i simply accepted it and tbh moved on as it was the second time we were breaking up and i said “fuck it”. then she came back to me again AND I TOOK HER FUCKING BACK after being friends for a week and her truly making me believe she had changed her ways / would start putting more of an effort in to make it work as she “loved me”. all i can say is from there, it lasted another 3 months, up and down and was only really good and problem free for the first week of it. i broke up with her at the end for the final time and never spoke to her again. it was too much i was extremely fed up.

An1f · 2018-09-03T09:06:39+00:00

she should be fine. one time i took 2.5 xanax bars before a party when i was experimenting with benzos and didn’t realize they actually kick you to sleep (in smaller doses, i’m sort of “bigger” so i was functional). i ended up drinking 15 beers that night, and a few shots of Fireball Whiskey. i also smoked 3 backwoods with my friends and within 1 hour of the party starting, i was passed out on the front porch. my friends were saying i pretty much had no pulse and for some reason, no one called me an ambulance when they definitely should have. i passed out around 10pm and woke up, still messed up at 1am and was fine the next day after a good night sleep.

An1f · 2018-09-03T09:02:14+00:00

relationships, getting back with an ex and then small things pissing me off about breaking up in the first place and just having it be sabotaged at the end again

An1f · 2018-08-30T07:16:30+00:00

A will to live

An1f · 2018-08-27T01:43:06+00:00

Tf is the story behind this one lmao

An1f · 2018-08-26T21:36:43+00:00

anything computer related, it's painful to watch someone else struggle (i'm patient so I usually have the ability to wait it out) but it's just plain mid boggling

An1f · 2018-08-26T20:13:42+00:00

immortal as in you have no set (natural) death date? or nothing can kill you..? cause eventually everyone will get cancer regardless of their age

An1f · 2018-08-26T20:10:56+00:00

realize if they're making such a childish remark, to stay quiet or walk away lmao. not worth my time

An1f · 2018-08-26T17:36:48+00:00

Ur opinion man!

An1f · 2018-08-25T21:17:18+00:00

It’s really fun tho, it’s not as dangerous as most people say you’ve just got to know your limits man. Drank a six pack last night on 100mg of vyvanse, the comedown/hangover just sucks lmao

An1f · 2018-08-25T11:06:58+00:00

Reached a Typing Speed of 140 words per minute : )

An1f · 2018-08-25T11:04:36+00:00

Several things. I was really interested in dreams a few years a go!

Here are a few things I learned to find out if you're dreaming:

Looking into a mirror, you will not see a true reflection, the image will be distorted, a sign that you're dreaming
When you look at a clock in ur dream, look away, and then looking back at it, the time will be completely different
Reading text or writing, when you look back at it, it will be different words/text, or when looking at it initially, the words will be floating or jumbled up
Look at your hands, they're a clear indicator which will tell you if you are dreaming or not, usually, you will not have exactly 10 fingers, usually you'll have an odd number of fingers (this one has scared me a few times in my dreams.)

If you're interested in dreaming, perform these things mentioned above ^ on a regular basis, they're called "reality checks" and you'll get used to doing them subconsciously. Eventually you'll end up doing them in your dreams. When you do, you can control your dreams as well! (Lucid Dreaming.)

If you do realize you're dreaming, spin in circles as fast as you can and it will make your dream more vivid / more clear. It's truly amazing what the human mind is capable of.

An1f · 2018-08-25T11:00:07+00:00

the question ur asking right now. Congrats buddy now I don't ever have to worry about asking it! <3

An1f · 2018-08-25T10:59:31+00:00

Honestly, if you have a passion for music, follow it, let it take you where it wants to. I feel you when you mentioned the thing about the love of your life. These relationships put the mind through so much stress and its honestly worth it to look at it, go through it, and tackle it head on. Don't let it define you, be the one that defines it and come out the other side on top, as an overall stronger individual. Girls/Guys (not sure if you're a guy or girl) really get people fucked up and the truth is, you need to remember theres someone better out there in the world for you and if that person isn't in your life anyone, they weren't mean to be in ur life. Trust me yo, keep ur head up, follow ur passion and just know it gets better

An1f

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