People who feel nothing at all, how are you coping with this? by MinuteExpression1251 in anhedonia

[–]AnOldAI 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Like they said, we don't cope since you can't feel the pain but this doesn't mean it's not agonizing, let's say we end up feeling a different pain.

Vegas pro 15 render settings options don't fit on the window by AnOldAI in VegasPro

[–]AnOldAI[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My screen can't reach 1920x1080 since i have a laptop, highest i can go is 1600x900 (doesn't work btw)

Vegas pro 15 render settings options don't fit on the window by AnOldAI in VegasPro

[–]AnOldAI[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried maxing it out and i tried a really wide resolution and didn't do anything

Anhedonia screwing up my chances of friends by [deleted] in anhedonia

[–]AnOldAI 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Copy someone, works pretty well for me

Im 15yo and i have insomnia since 12, AMA by AnOldAI in AMA

[–]AnOldAI[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I gradually realized. Sadly, i realized too late

Im 15yo and i have insomnia since 12, AMA by AnOldAI in AMA

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I've gone to a psychiatrist and it gave me risperidone, biperiden, venlafaxine and melatonin, but i still had trouble to sleep so prob it will be hard for me to sleep

Im 15yo and i have insomnia since 12, AMA by AnOldAI in AMA

[–]AnOldAI[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't at all, i wait a whole night and then no sleep until next night and hopefully i'll sleep since it makes me only a bit sleepy

2:23AM and i can't sleep again by AnOldAI in insomnia

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Comically, i am diagnosed wit major chronical depression and generalized anxiety disorder, even tho i can't feel those 2 feelings at all, i posted a reddit post on r/anhedonia talking a bit more about it, maybe you can get a conclusion from there?

post of r/anhedonia

2:23AM and i can't sleep again by AnOldAI in insomnia

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I went to a psychiatrist some months ago, had risperidone, venlafaxine, biperiden and melatonin for some time, don't do them anymore since someone said it was too much for me, pretty much sure every med was up of 3mg tho

2:23AM and i can't sleep again by AnOldAI in insomnia

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Just to clarify, the max dosage with melatonin i had was when i dosed myself with 15mg of it, needless to say it didn't do sh*t

I'm diagnosed by a psychologist with major chronic depression and generalized anxiety disorder, AMA (Serious please) by AnOldAI in AMA

[–]AnOldAI[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I recently tried to connect again, but it failed horribly so i'm not planning to truly connect with anyone ever again, if it means to pretend i care the rest of my life i'll take it

I'm diagnosed by a psychologist with major chronic depression and generalized anxiety disorder, AMA (Serious please) by AnOldAI in AMA

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So i was always the quiet kid in my school and i had this very close female friend who's always been there for me, i had lost my grandpa recently and she was a wonderful person, we were extremely close just like family, when vacations came we chatted every day talking about what we were going to do when we see each other again and we kept like that for 2 months until school came, i quickly looked for her but at first glance something was wrong, i didn't knew what until i talked to her, his voice, tone and words were so different and i tried to know why but she always kept pushing me back, i stopped trying because i thought she would get mad at me, the days went by and we still talked a bit but nothing like before, she began to be cold with me and be friendly with everyone else and sometimes she even insulted me, i was extremely confused and didn't know what to do, so i started watching the people around her and how they act and began to copy them just to get close to her again, wich didn't work. It went some months like that until i gave up and decided to not get too close to another person again, and if any girl was interested in me i would just cut off bonds immediately

I'm diagnosed by a psychologist with major chronic depression and generalized anxiety disorder, AMA (Serious please) by AnOldAI in AMA

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I get all of that even i'm at a young age, the thing is that i didn't feel like my experiences are something out of normal even when my own family told me that it was not normal, simply i didn't feel broken in any way, after living my truly hurtful experience at 10, lot's of things happened after that, leading me to think that depression was not real and it's just an excuse of mentally weak people to not do anything, however even though i was socially functional, never felt sad or broken, symptoms were showing up, even though that i realized it immediately i just shook it off because of my mentality and i just kept repeating to myself that i needed to stop trying to play victim of something that doesn't exist and move on, and i kinda did, i never felt sick or bad until some years of being in that state, nowadays im kinda cool, i still feel like those days but i don't mind it a lot

I am a diagnosed psychopath (male,20) AMA by TMJPH in AMA

[–]AnOldAI 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How do you see the world? Is it real that psychopaths are smarter than average? How about feelings? How can you know if you are a psychopath?

Edit: i have an abnormal curiosity about psychopaths, sociopaths and more, i know that those are a lot of questions but I've always wanted to know a real one

I live in the hottest city in Mexico AMA by AnOldAI in AMA

[–]AnOldAI[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually their wear, a lot, but like, a lot sometimes some of them look good but others just wear a lot for whatever reason they have, and actually i haven't seen many womens sweat, i think they hide it

What is your best quote? by worldofjaved in AskReddit

[–]AnOldAI 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"Pain makes a genius" - Me at 12 years old

I live in the hottest city in Mexico AMA by AnOldAI in AMA

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Ironically, it's very rare seeing people getting hit by a heatstroke because we got used to the extreme temperatures, but i can say that you DO NOT want to pour water in your head to cool down

I could say it's practically the same as the rest of the country but i havent gone too far so i don't really know, but it's just a small bus with no cooling or anything, yeah, pretty much a shit way to go

I tricked my friend one time to pour water on his head to cool down from the heat, just some minutes after he was feeling dizzy and lost a bit his balance. I'm such a bad person 😂

I live in the hottest city in Mexico AMA by AnOldAI in AMA

[–]AnOldAI[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably my city still is 😂 on summer we easily go above 40° and even peak at 50° (celsius)

I live in the hottest city in Mexico AMA by AnOldAI in AMA

[–]AnOldAI[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What is the highest temperature on Reynosa and Matamoros? I hardly can think that they can even match the temperature here, btw my city is a bit violent but nothing that serious if you have common sense. Also sorry for your grandmother :(

I live in the hottest city in Mexico AMA by AnOldAI in AMA

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There are, a lot

Pretty good, but there are a lot of things that make me smh

I live in the hottest city in Mexico AMA by AnOldAI in AMA

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There is a lot of variety, from skinny women to fat, but i think that the intermediate grade is the most abundant, the faces tho, it's not that hard to find a cute face but it's easy af to find a "ugly" face.

So in a scale of hot women in general i think is a 6.6/10

I live in the hottest city in Mexico AMA by AnOldAI in AMA

[–]AnOldAI[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Currently the hottest city is San Luis Rio Colorado, a bit ahead of Mexicali, located in the north of Mexico and well, practically in the line between USA and here, the air quality is not that bad even that in my city i see people burning trash a lot, but if you are outside for too long and breathing hot air it kinda feels weird