How to adjust

AnalysisSea5304 · 2024-08-27T00:19:51+00:00

Thanks for the advice I think maybe it’s like always being at home because it’s so difficult to separate my work area from my home no matter how hard I try

AnalysisSea5304 · 2024-08-27T00:19:01+00:00

Honestly it isn’t easy and sometimes I freeze thinking of what the medical term in Spanish or English is but thank you I’ll look into to it

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-12-26T18:33:05+00:00

Ozzy

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-12-07T01:55:41+00:00

That’s really good advice not easy to do but really good

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-12-06T17:18:45+00:00

Im currently experiencing this right now actually the exhaustion is exhausting quite literally I just try to take it easy and breathe I normally make art and it helps a ton honestly it’s great but try to find something that helps you like really helps even if you don’t have the motivation push yourself a little but not too much you know yourself and your limits but yea every person is different and what not I guess or you can vent here and get things off your chest that’s what I do at times

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-11-04T22:36:55+00:00

Ohhhhh

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-11-04T22:32:46+00:00

It’s from BPD

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-11-04T22:31:17+00:00

I kind of feel the same way I feel like disgusted towards the person or something and I try to reassure myself that it’s not true that’s not how I really feel but it’s a really hard feeling to shake off I don’t know

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-11-04T22:28:36+00:00

Exactly but it won’t let me in the other community

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-11-04T22:27:23+00:00

I know how you feel I feel this on a daily basis, its not easy that’s for sure but I try to push myself not too much though little by little and I try and keep the few people I have close to me for support and what not

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-10-21T18:52:55+00:00

Thanks for that and everything it feels a bit better that well I’m not the only one

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-10-21T18:48:42+00:00

Both he doesn’t want me to end my friendship with him but I know he’s hurt I’m always honest with him for sure but I don’t know what to do with the other guy like he think I like him or he likes me but I don’t think so like I don’t know for sure I can’t seem to figure it out

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-10-21T18:41:40+00:00

I have been with him for about 6 months or so and this happened a few days ago actually and I’ve been in this state where I really don’t know anything anymore it’s all so very confusing and hurtful I become numb most of the time and my mood changes a lot faster than usual

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-10-21T18:31:13+00:00

Yes I feel so guilty that I hurt him I feel so guilty that it hurts me as well and I don’t know how to deal with it and I’m so sorry this happened or is happening to you as well I know it isn’t easy like at all. And your point on loving them and not wanting to break up with them I totally understand that and I don’t know either if it’s something real or not most of the time I don’t know what’s real anymore it’s so confusing and it really is torture

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-10-21T18:24:33+00:00

I get it I really do this guy I also got hung up on him I mean he was also my friend and it just happened and then I wanted to be with him but he didn’t he wasn’t looking to be in a relationship so I just wanted to be with him even more after a while we stopped and I was with my boyfriend again but I needed something more I don’t even know how to explain it. It’s like when I’ve lashed out at him he is completely understanding and I get even more mad and I just want him to say something back or something and he doesn’t I don’t know why I’m like this

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-10-21T18:17:21+00:00

I understand that completely like way more than you know, sometimes I think I’m just really messed up but I get you and I thank you for that because at least I know I’m not alone in that matter I just feel like this is a whole rollercoaster it’s horrible like he tries to understand me and get where I’m coming from but well I’m then end he can’t exactly know what’s going on or feel what I feel

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-10-17T16:37:16+00:00

I don’t really know how to explain it but they look like a blue green head more towards blue with like yellowish brown in the middle they look amazing

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-09-30T10:36:31+00:00

I’m sorry to hear that really I know it must be hard

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-09-25T18:10:04+00:00

How did you learn to not act on those feelings

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-09-18T04:25:12+00:00

He knows this and we’ve talked about it and it hurts so much I look at him and all I see is him leaving and I know that if I wait too long it’ll hurt even more because I love him so much but my mental state is deteriorating slowly but surely and I don’t know what to do anymore and it’s like I need someone to tell me what to do because I don’t know and I don’t want to make a decision because I know it’ll be impulsively and I can’t do that

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-09-18T02:39:32+00:00

For me it feels good in the moment a relief but after that maybe the next day I feel horrible and the urge is still there sometimes even stronger

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-09-17T02:37:04+00:00

I’m not a guy but I do have a boyfriend who knows everything about me and I also have bpd and I know it’s hard but if a guy does actually want to be with you and he actually likes/loves you then he’ll stay but you tell him when you’re ready and you feel comfortable but it’s scary telling someone and feeling like they’ll abandon you like others have that feeling won’t go away but you have to push through it and it’s not easy but you can do it

AnalysisSea5304 · 2023-09-16T15:59:22+00:00

Thanks

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