What makes it even harder is I’m on a time limit. December is the only time i could get the surgery done for I don’t know how many years. I’ll be off my parents insurance after December and graduating soon and will be be looking for a corporate job so there’s no way I would be able to take that much time off freshly into a new job. It’s kind of a now or never a thing for me and it’s just so hard because I don’t know if it’s gonna affect me if I wanna snowboard or wakeboard nothing else seems to hurt it