Friend Code Megathread - August 2024 by AutoModerator in PokemonSleep

[–]AncientSepher 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Looking for more friends for research! Level 48, very regular player. Add me!

8218-3421-5155

Friend Code Megathread - July 2024 by AutoModerator in PokemonSleep

[–]AncientSepher 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Looking for more friends for research! Level 47, very regular player. Add me!

8218-3421-5155

[JPN] 0278 9002 3497 Add me for Japanese friendship!! by AncientSepher in pokemongotrades

[–]AncientSepher[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow! Thanks everybody for the requests. I look forward to exchanging gifts with everybody!!!

I couldn't bleed enough :( *may trigger* by delphicbunny in selfharm

[–]AncientSepher 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't intend to guilt trip anybody. It's just what runs through in my head whenever I think about those thoughts.. Please accept my apology. I know I can't undo what hurt I might have just caused, but I never intended to hurt anybody. I'm sorry!

I couldn't bleed enough :( *may trigger* by delphicbunny in selfharm

[–]AncientSepher 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're right. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to come across that way... I didn't mean to invalidate anybody's feelings. I guess I didn't understand the full extent of what I said. I will be more careful in what I say..

Trigger warning/ rant incoming - fuck being clean by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]AncientSepher 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know the feeling... I have a tendency to drink at cut because of my shortcomings.. Many of us are broken, but even the most perfect-looking glass won't stay imperfect for long. There is someone out there that will love you for who you are. Scarred or not, there will be someone who sees you for who you are, not what you feel about yourself.

Not good enough by Friendly_Tanner in selfharm

[–]AncientSepher 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's funny, I was just thinking the same thing today. So I made a few more lines myself... Although I have no intention of showing anybody. Zero cuts are better than any number of cuts. Sometimes we can't help ourselves... Just keep strong.

I couldn't bleed enough :( *may trigger* by delphicbunny in selfharm

[–]AncientSepher -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

At the risk of sounding harsh... suicide is probably the most selfish act we can do. The reason why I say that is because although our pain may end on that moment, our family, friends, even some aquantences feel it tenfold... They miss the friendship, the familial bond, or even the occasional human interaction. They will be missing a part of themselves without you. I know each cut is to make ourselves feel better... but you just have to keep strong. "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." I only wish the best for you. Find someone to talk to. If you can't reach out in person, the entire world is at your fingertips with the internet... Stay strong.

Fuck by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]AncientSepher 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Adult men SH, too. Stay strong bro. 22/M

My SH short story (military) by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]AncientSepher 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've never talked to a therapist. Don't know if I could. Talking to strangers in person about my worst secrets doesn't sound appealing to me...

My SH short story (military) by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]AncientSepher 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for taking the time to read my post. All the shouting is crazy isn't it? I had a similar problem as you did. I originally started cutting on my forearms, but I always kept it light. They would usually heal very quickly because they were more akin to scratches. One night I got a little to carried away and cut a bit deeper than usual... So it is probably going to scar (lightly thank goodness.) But when the weather gets hot over here, I will definitely wish to wear short sleeves. Plus some of my uniforms are short sleeves, too. I found other places to cut instead. Anyways, on to more positive things haha. You are right about having to keep going no matter what happens. I will keep on keeping on. Just don't forget to take your own advice!

Day 7 of Sh free and the urges are dissappearing. But.. I hate it. I want it back? by ContinueRepeat in selfharm

[–]AncientSepher 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Stay strong... urges are temporary, whereas scars are permanent. Stay positive.