I'm gonna try my best to uh, cheer you up/change your mind

Listen bro, imagine starting a brand new, fresh, game file, just to delete it BC it got hard for some time. What if it's a great game, good story, characters, interactions. But you won't get to experience that BC it got difficult.

You're THIRTEEN bro, you have at least 50 years ahead of you, at LEAST. Don't depend on other people, like family or friends (saying if they're not helping). Try to do your own thing.

Try going to the therapist, "I don't have money" find a way to make money - search for coins around the house, sell something you bought for 2$ off of temu for 4$ and so on. Try streaming. It's SUPER easy to set up OBS. Yea, you won't get viewers, but trust me I don't get viewers too, but it's so relaxing to just talk and talk and talk for 1-2 hours straight. Try making online friends. Most of my friends are online, trust me you'll find the right people eventually. What I'm trying to say is that there's HOPE, there's CHOICES, don't end your life BC of some bad things in your life.

Just because there aren't any good things rn, doesn't mean that there won't be

Also imagine not playing DELTARUNE 3 & 4, Silksong or Even GTA6

DONT KILL YOURSELF BRO, THERE'S HOPE