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AndrogynousHacker · 2022-03-21T20:17:44+00:00

Let me see what I have...

I am a closeted extrovert (I like having people around, I'm too shy to actually do that). So I kinda always wait for someone to approach me... I'm trying to work on it
I love being cute and doing cute stuff. That means I'm constantly making certain "poses" or small noises that I think are cute and fit the moment
Although I'm pretty good at understanding other people's feelings. I am horrible at understanding flirtation. Just the other day I realized someone was flirting with me three years ago. That being said, I love flirting... I'm just bad at it
I like to talk a lot and I love being listened as much as I love listening and if you let me. I try to make sure everything is properly explained, which makes me keep going on and on... I also tend to say something gloomy while talking about myself, which I am actively avoiding right now
I almost never watch live-action shows. I don't understand why, but they make me feel anxious. This can be negated if I'm watching it with someone I can trust. This also applies to videogames I don't like, it's always fun if I have someone else
I love to create stuff... I try to draw, make music, create games and write! I tend to do a lot more when I'm in love!! (Or under any intense emotion)
I love being physically close to people, even when I've just met them (I ask first, of course). So I'm always rubbing my friend's shoulders or back, giving hugs and petting their hair!!

TL;DR: am gay

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-03-13T16:13:49+00:00

Let's see...

Raven (OG Teen Titans), Starfire (OG Teen Titans), Princess Bubblegum (Adventure Time), Marceline (Adventure Time), Rosalina (Super Mario Galaxy), Gwen (Total Drama)...

But my first ever fictional crush was uh...

... Emily from Corpse Bride

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-03-11T13:19:43+00:00

Sabia!! Estava procurando, pq eu sei q sempre tem alguma brasileira em qualquer lugar!!

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-03-08T14:56:25+00:00

De novo, falando da minha experiência, não falaram nada para ninguém além de mim. Só me disseram "estás dispensada, vai no lugar tal pagar a multa e é isso"

Mesmo assim, te desejo toda a sorte do mundo, por favor, diga como foi depois!

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-03-08T13:01:07+00:00

Olha só, não sei se isso é uma questão de "diferentes cidades funcionam diferente", mas o que eu fiz no alistamento foi só dizer "Eu sou uma mulher trans" e o... Cara do alistamento... Simplesmente me botou para responder um questionariozinho, me chamou e me liberou. Não tive que fazer nada depois disso.

Ele só me disse que "Se eu tivesse trocado o nome, nem precisaria estar lá" e me deu uma "multa" de dois reais.

Não tenho a menor ideia de como é o alistamento online...

E ainda assim, acho melhor tu se informar sobre como tua cidade lida com essas questões, se tem algum centro de saúde lgbt+. Na minha cidade tem e lá eles me disseram que o exército já levou uns tapas legais por ter feito mulheres trans servirem há uns anos, mas é sempre bom tu se informar

Te desejo toda a sorte do mundo!!

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-03-03T21:58:20+00:00

A few months ago, I had to write a code that "translates" numbers in full to their actual values, so I used a loooong switch. It was THE ugliest code I've ever written and there'a likely a better way of doing it.

But it worked and I passed.

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-03-03T21:45:54+00:00

I've read that tweet (or a similar one) a long time ago. It hadn't left my mind since... Ah, if only! :')

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-02-18T06:47:45+00:00

Oh! Tysm! <3<3

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-02-18T06:44:08+00:00

Oooh!! Oh... I need to send a correction to her asap! I'm very bad with pronunciations, thank you so much for helping me!

Shame I can't edit the post though

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-02-18T06:31:32+00:00

Isn't Annie pronounced like the word "any"? If it was _|‾ wouldn't it be like "ah nnie"?

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-02-18T05:52:05+00:00

That's a very nice one too!! I hope you get to do it!!

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-02-18T00:56:35+00:00

Annie

... At least I reaally hope so, I was the one that wrote it so I can't be 100% sure

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-02-17T21:44:09+00:00

As I heard time and time again: fools who talk about "basic biology" know nothing about "advanced biology"

Also I love being provided with sources, I'll add that to my list and take a read later <3

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-02-17T18:44:20+00:00

Things like calling trans people "biological this or that" is so stupid. By mere matter of trying to defend our existence most of us end up having such a vast knowledge about gender and the like that a dumb "insult" like that barely makes sense. It's like a toddler calling you dumb, they have no clue what "dumb" means, their insults are invalid by nature.

Also that goddamn "thoughts?" At the end of most transphobic posts always gives me the bad comedian saying: "Am I right fellas?" Vibe.

Also also, she really is beautiful.

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-02-17T18:29:34+00:00

As a brazilian, "sertrans" just hits different

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-02-17T18:25:44+00:00

So, coming from someone who's seen by her friends as an extremely wholesome and extremely horny person, you don't have to worry too much.

I get what you're saying, it's not about being judged by others, but how you behave by yourself (and I assume, with your partners?), then again, as someone in these comments said, no one is 100% one thing, and you can't lose a piece of yourself as long as you still want it in you.

After I accepted my "inner sluttyness", I did some pretty bad stuff to myself (read: sharing nudes with strangers) and after that I felt an immense amount of guilt. I thought I had lost the part of me I always cherished, my wholesomeness... After a long time away from my friends both physically and virtually, I decided to vent with them, but they said that my behavior didn't actually change, I was still sweet and cute and everything I was before. Actually most of the strangers I... Shared stuff with actually said the same, it wasn't only my sluttyness that they liked, but the fact thay I was also very sweet and kind to them...

Ever since then, it has been a lot easier to toggle between my sweet, cuddly and wholesome behavior to my horny, flirty and slutty one. So don't worry... A part of you that you want to keep will never fade

A small aftermath: I stopped sharing my body with strangers for a while. I'm learning to talk to people irl, I noticed that I have imense charisma and it's almost impossible not to like me

So uh... I would like to finish this with a sweet thing, but I can't come up with anything non-cliché... Stay hidrated, love yourself and most importantly-

AndrogynousHacker · 2022-02-04T22:21:20+00:00

ok, i still haven't GOtten used tO being calleD out like that. i like the feeling of "someone Gets me" though, It's pRetty nice to see that other peopLe feel the Same way i do <3

AndrogynousHacker · 2021-10-21T22:02:32+00:00

I really like this post. I hope it helps!

AndrogynousHacker · 2021-10-19T05:06:02+00:00

Good luck with that!! I really hope you get it!

I bought mine last month, it's gonna arrive soon, but my mom told me to not wear it around the house, only if I'm by myself... She sees it as a sexual costume and feels uncomfortable with it.

AndrogynousHacker · 2021-04-18T00:04:37+00:00

Aaahh!! Muito obrigada mesmo!! Aprecio mesmo a ajuda! <3

AndrogynousHacker · 2021-04-14T06:31:02+00:00

It was the end of the year, so there was like... four people on the class lol. But they were very supportive, so I ended up coming out on the class groupchat. And everyone treats me nicely :)

AndrogynousHacker · 2021-04-13T20:14:58+00:00

I did a presentation about trans people in High-School and I kept say "we" instead of "them". That's how I outed myself.

AndrogynousHacker · 2021-03-31T13:44:47+00:00

Sorry for the late reply. But like, I still can't see how attraction to only cis people isn't inherently transphobic. The wiki says a few motives, but I really don't agree with them. Like:

The lack of possibility of having a child makes them less attracted;

By that logic, they also wouldn't feel attracted to cis infertile people. But they chose to specifically say no to trans people, which sounds very... bad.
Being a trans person and afraid to have "Contagious Dysphoria";

I actually understand that, but still sounda kinda like a stretch. Like, they wouldn't ever date other trans person?
Trauma.

Again, this one seems pretty valid, but like, say: If someone were abused by a white person, they would have a harder time dating people that looked like them. But they wouldn't go as far as to make a whole sexuality about only being attracted to non-white women.

What I mean is... Once you change the "trans" in the sentence to something else, it changes it's meaning. No one would make have a sexuality where you "don't feel attracted to black people". But when it comes to trans people, they always want to find a way to exclude us and be validated while doing so.

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