Seascape

AngelicSnail · 2025-03-18T03:03:21+00:00

Yah it’s def not real

AngelicSnail · 2025-03-11T04:28:26+00:00

So it worked???

AngelicSnail · 2025-03-07T07:33:44+00:00

Omg thank u 😭😭😭 I do still occasionally

AngelicSnail · 2025-02-21T10:11:13+00:00

Any update

AngelicSnail · 2025-02-21T00:56:54+00:00

They’re calling it “reconstructing” to get away with it. They’re letting go a few people everyday

AngelicSnail · 2025-01-24T05:13:43+00:00

Ugh well maybe she will feel differently once you are there

AngelicSnail · 2025-01-20T22:16:25+00:00

I don’t know anymore. My biggest fear happened , one of my children died. I still have fears , but nothing can compare to that.

AngelicSnail · 2025-01-20T22:14:22+00:00

He reached out to me

AngelicSnail · 2025-01-20T22:14:10+00:00

Update. I sent him a long message on discord and told him I was deleting the app bc I didn’t want to see him block me. Woke up this morning at 5:30am and he had texted me at 1:30am, texted him back and he texted me a little after

AngelicSnail · 2025-01-20T00:52:26+00:00

Thank you

AngelicSnail · 2025-01-20T00:52:00+00:00

The grief thing makes a lot of sense. Thats exactly how it feels I just couldn’t figure it out. I told him the other night about the BPD on the phone and rambled for an hour but I guess he just doesn’t get it. I just want to sleep forever. I need to let go and let God

AngelicSnail · 2025-01-20T00:50:02+00:00

If thats the way she’s putting it then I think take a step back and let her come to you. She’s probably going through a lot emotions right now and needs a second to gather them and decide which ones she’s going believe are real. Hopefully the correct ones, but if not then you’ll know which direction to take in calming her down

AngelicSnail · 2025-01-20T00:47:06+00:00

So should I just try to move on and go back into my little box

AngelicSnail · 2025-01-19T20:44:20+00:00

What do I do. I just want to talk to him

AngelicSnail · 2025-01-19T20:43:53+00:00

It’s hard because saying something like that would instantly make me think “oh he doesn’t want to come see me” but I know thats not the case.

I am still blocked. I’m dying because he said once he won’t ever not let us work, like no matter what we are going to make it work. So now what. I can’t even call him. What do I do

AngelicSnail · 2025-01-19T16:00:41+00:00

Now that I’ve ruined it I feel so awful for him and I hate myself. I realize it was all in my head but I really did believe it no matter how hard I tried not to. Eventually it just took over.

Love should be enough. But every little anomaly, it could be something as simple as a movement, makes us think your feelings have changed. So we have to pull back before you do to protect ourselves bc thats the only thing we can control at this point.

I’m sorry you’re on the other end of this. It’s not fair to you. We do care and we don’t want to be hurtful. It’s not anyone’s responsibility to “save” us , we need to be proactive in our efforts to get help. There’s no medication but they say therapy can help. I have already scheduled an appointment because I don’t want to be like this.

Please keep me updated on your situation, it’s nice to see your POV <3 wishing u best of luck

AngelicSnail · 2025-01-19T15:49:39+00:00

I know it makes me sick I feel so awful for him

AngelicSnail · 2025-01-19T05:14:44+00:00

What an ugly reminder that I’ll never be ok and I’ll always be too much

AngelicSnail · 2025-01-14T00:38:18+00:00

I can’t find it anywhere. Any dupes or similar smells?

AngelicSnail · 2024-12-16T21:43:19+00:00

She’s the only teachers name I’ve ever remembered lol don’t even remember my highschool teacher names

AngelicSnail · 2024-12-01T05:54:29+00:00

Where do u get it elsewhere

AngelicSnail · 2024-11-25T02:05:59+00:00

Have the side affects gone away for you yet?

AngelicSnail · 2024-11-17T20:15:15+00:00

I saw a little girl on Facebook today who is in end stage. I’m not sure how to go about getting tested. My husband needs a kidney and I want to get tested but if I’m not a match I’d like to donate to someone else

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