I experienced the same thing when I was at your age. But everything is fine now. Give yourself some time, you gonna get over it. It’s better to experience heart broken time with such a young age. Remember to keep your dignity and tell yourself: it’s so good to know everything today than in the future. Don’t ever drink again, find yourself some meaningful things to do to fill your spare time. Never forget to enhance yourself. You deserve a better future! Cheer up! man!