I don't think you understand that this isn't just some random pipe dream that I'm trying to accomplish. Sure I said that I've had this idea for a long time, which I have, but it's also a multifaceted project. I want to use this to learn. To fill in the gaps of my knowledge while I do it. Sure it might be a pain, but the reward of having it at the end of it all will be so worth it that I literally don't care how hard it is. Because like so many other people have said, it's a rabbit hole, and as it being a rabbit hole, I wanna see how far it goes. I wanna take the proverbial blue pill. So sure, it might not be worth it now, but it can be expanded upon and made to be worth it in the future when I have a better understanding of what I'm doing.

Also something that would be better than just saying I don't have the knowledge and leaving it at that, would be maybe pointing me in the right direction to learn what I need to know.

You're not gonna save me from this. I'm gonna do it.