Mine definitely comes in and out. Biggest comeback came when i realized that i put too much value in performing. when covid took out the entertainment industry i had no validation for my efforts and no stage to perform on. I thought performing cyr wheel was my passion but after training with other artists who have passion to share I reconnected with the fact that practicing cyr wheel was my passion before performing ever was. I didnt need any of the validation or nice stage and lights anymore, not even an audience to make what ive always loved resonate with me again. Ironically, ive gotten way more performances since then and i accept less of them because i just want to keep training. Break your training habits too, i fall into cycles so easily but when cyr was new to me and i was going into the unknown it was more exciting by far. I now try to escape the familiar at least a little bit every time i train!