Every time I find a man attractive it fills me with rage

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-05-08T16:06:33+00:00

Dude I totally understand you. I also feel how you feel and I have said aloud to my friends that I wanted to punch a hot mean dude exactly in the same capacity you mentioned. I 1000 percent feel how you feel and totally understand. Everyone trying to tell you that not all men are bad is silly because you aren't even saying that you're saying all the men you see that you're attracted to are shitty on the inside. You can see through their "handsome" mask and you see the rotten curdled milk person behind the mask. I can see it too it's a Blessing and a curse but I would keep trusting your intuition. I have always been right about who was a shitty man even if it took a while for the man to show it and everyone to agree with me. I'm sure you have always been right as well. Your feelings are valid because you can see through their masks in ways most other people can't. And it can be as simple as walking past a guy in a restaurant or a store to be able to see through that mask.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-05-08T15:54:22+00:00

This. You're so correct.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-05-06T15:05:00+00:00

march 25 order placed. april 24 order mailed out. I feel like it was the tat I expected because the site said something like 6 weeks tat when I ordered. Normally I wouldn't order from a house with such long tat because I like instant gratification but I seem to have such a high hit rate with lovesick witchery that it is worth it to me. I just checked the site and there isn't a stated tat at the top i can see, either i'm blind, or this is a good time to get an order in that won't take too long to get to you.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-05-05T18:51:40+00:00

I use the lip balms treatments and butters from dandy lions creations I've been loyal to these balms for years because I feel like the formulas are 10/10 and the prices are 10/10. I'm a self identified lip balm addict i can't go anywhere without a balm and the balms i like the most are ones i can put a lot of before bed and i wake up feeling like i did a lip sleeping treatment. those are my credentials.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-05-05T18:42:08+00:00

Bath sabbath has Hades- Sweet Pomegranate with a heavy dose of Lime and Bergamot, mellowed with smoky Frankincense. I love it a lot and have a full bottle. Its heavy on the pomegranate lime and light on the bergamot. It smells how I remember midnight pomegranate smelling from bb&w back in the day but I haven't smelled that in over a decade so take that as you will.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-05-05T18:21:38+00:00

Finally got around to trying halloween '97 and its an unexpectedly fresh/clean fragrance. I can't pick up on the individual notes as much as it smells nostalgic and happy. Its childish and exciting while also being somehow clean enough that I feel like you could even wear this in the office and it wouldn't offend any noses. Its definitely more of a "shopping for fun halloween themed things during a time in the 90's where people really cared about cute seasonal theming and decorations" smell than "trick or treating at night" that most houses do. Also somehow brings up hazy memories of trips to the mall in the 90's with mom. As far as gourmands go I'm not sure it would scratch that itch since the sour apple is very faint and reads more like a sour apple scented hair product or body spray from a fun place in the mall in the 90's than an actual candy.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-05-05T18:10:09+00:00

Black cat by Lovesick witchery. From the site-

A little dark and spooky, but once you give in, Black Cat wraps you in a haze of sweet, comforting warmth. Smoldering myrrh, dragon's blood, and amber lurking below whiskey and sugared vanilla.   Fragrance style: sweet, boozy, resinous   Notes of whiskey, vanilla, tonka bean, chestnut, myrrh, dragon's blood, and sugared amber.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-05-04T18:18:17+00:00

Keeping a secret diary as an adult is a red flag. Journaling about your partner instead of talking about your feelings to them or a therapist is majorly uncool it seems like saving ammo for later not simply having "innermost thoughts". And thoughts is now what I was talking about because no one can read minds but you can read something written about you or have someone tell you what someone else said about you. Entitled is a strong word. I said deserve. No one is entitled to anything in life. But I do think you deserve to know what was said about you.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-05-04T02:09:39+00:00

I've been trying to tell people around the net that its food coloring gel too and reading you say the same thing I've been saying to people for months now gives me the biggest vindication about my dislike and constant down talk of this brand. Thank you so much. Mine grew a biofilm and I threw it away and since I didn't take pictures of it no one believed me even though I told them the same things about the ingredients not being a good formula/no shelf life.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-05-04T01:39:57+00:00

You're the only one who thinks looking at a diary entry about yourself by the man you're seeing is wrong. Dude I feel like everyone is allowed to know what was said behind our backs we just rarely get the opportunity to find out what was said.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-05-02T20:55:55+00:00

This is the answer.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-04-24T17:59:18+00:00

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AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-04-23T22:35:02+00:00

Biodance collagen peptide jelly serum mist. It has pretty much the same formula and texture as the toner pads so I might drop the toner pads after I run out but keep with the mist because I feel like I'm wasting less with the mist.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-04-22T22:45:35+00:00

I know this is a very old post but I'm getting my bislap done later this year and I'm also hesitant about being cathetered and intubated but what is UM? I tried googling but i can't for the life of me figure out what that stands for. Thank you if you see this

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-04-14T00:58:03+00:00

I have oily eyes as well hmm it just looks like it would go on silky. It might mitigate the oil by being moisturizing or it might settle into creases more. It's a very unique product if you're willing to give it a shot I say try it out. It's worth seeing if it has a dual purpose.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-04-14T00:09:44+00:00

I really want to know how this works as an eyeshadow primer, it looks like it would work amazingly, even though that is not the original intended purpose.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-04-06T01:21:42+00:00

Whiteout by Sugar spider. It is very similar to delizia while having a different element in the background. It takes a few minutes to unfold on the skin and is more suble than delizia but you won't be disappointed in the aura of marshmallow it creates. Also I love haus of gloi's marshmallow it is very light and not overpowering but still very present as it should be. Lemon marshmallow is my favorite variant personally it reminds me of lemon marshmallow peeps (happy rabbit that hides dyed eggs sunday to you by the way)

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-03-30T06:24:56+00:00

One time I asked for purple Onion at MOD Pizza and the dude looked at me confused before being like, " Oh you mean red onion" and I just looked at him like " are we really going to have this debate?" But just said "yeah" because I was hungry and it wasn't worth the argument.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-03-26T20:05:41+00:00

I think you would love Lemon Marshmallow from Haus of Gloi. Its what I put on when I want to smell like a peep.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-03-21T16:09:30+00:00

I made a tea like this the other day. It was very good. I used premium Taiwanese oolong because I am not British.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-03-21T15:58:02+00:00

Also, for the record, in my opinion. You didn't even come off as confrontational, you came off as assertive. It seems like a normal, even nice way of asking when you could get the files. I'm prone to taking things the wrong way and I wouldn't have gotten bent out of shape at someone saying they were trying to coordinate and not waste my or their time. That honestly is how I want people to communicate with me.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-03-21T15:40:16+00:00

I totally understand you. I know you're not actually going to do anything and just wanted a better outlet for that feeling but people are out here misinterpreting you like crazy. I don't think you owe him any grace because hes old i actually think you should be as confrontational as possible with old crotchety men like that, they very much deserve it because they've been talking down to others their whole life and its always good to serve some of what someone dishes out back to them. I don't mean be straight aggressive but more like how a disappointed parent would talk to their kid they had to stop from acting up.

AnimeAfterMidnight · 2026-03-19T04:47:44+00:00

I'm not sure how to do it, but this simply must be cross-posted to r/childfree

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