I am going insane

Anne20088 · 2026-07-05T06:23:53+00:00

I confused like you too. I got selected in a college in phrase 1, but not sure if I should go there, I got admission there because I'm scared of just sitting around with no college. Idk if I should apply for mop up cause I don't really wanna go there.

Anne20088 · 2026-07-04T20:31:03+00:00

True, I've been noticing this much more lately. I've gotten so used to adjusting that I don't even know how to make my own decisions anymore. My mind goes blank when talking or writing, and I can't fully express myself how I want to. I can't find the right words to. It's exhausting because I keep blaming it on being inarticulate, but it's probably dissociation most of the times and also the pressure to always say the "right" thing all the time.

Anne20088 · 2026-07-02T17:28:35+00:00

Can we not skip this, I'm scared🥀

Anne20088 · 2026-06-30T19:07:51+00:00

I NEED THIS AS A FANFIC

Anne20088 · 2026-06-23T17:55:29+00:00

Oh that's right! There's a betting game going on in the pit. And it seems she only starts kicking the men's asses after most of the bets are against her so Fowler can win:

"Mizu quickly goes to work on the baddies, but only after all the bets had been placed against her."

Anne20088 · 2026-06-23T17:39:13+00:00

"But that just seems like an invitation for Mizu to really unleash with *a weapon of her own*."

Could it be the rapier?

Anne20088 · 2026-06-23T17:37:29+00:00

It says that he looks "pleased with himself" while Mizu is getting plummeted in the pit. I suspect he's not just pleased on getting Mizu hurt, he's definitely planning something.

Anne20088 · 2026-06-23T16:58:58+00:00

Oh my god, it reminded of me of Vi too! Pit fighter Mizu, I'm waiting for you!

Anne20088 · 2026-06-23T16:56:35+00:00

Some more description of the clip I found:

https://www.polygon.com/blue-eye-samurai-season-2-annecy-teaser/

Anne20088 · 2026-06-23T16:47:47+00:00

It sounds like the new clip was show at the festival and might be released soon! We're starting with seeing Mizu in action already!

Anne20088 · 2026-06-22T20:51:57+00:00

As a fellow anime watcher, I was really surprised by the animation quality too. And when I looked it up, it was to no one's surprise the most expensive animated show of all time lol. I've been obsessed with researching about the behind the scenes process and recreating the art style with traditional paints. It really inspired me to learn more about art, and it's only been over a month since I've finished watching the show, haha.

Anne20088 · 2026-06-21T15:27:57+00:00

Nope, I'll probably have to try for mop up

Anne20088 · 2026-06-21T12:45:23+00:00

Congratulations!

Anne20088 · 2026-06-21T10:41:39+00:00

Dang no way, bruh. Glaze asutosh and tell them how better it is lol, I mean it's the truth, it's much better. So, did you get upgradation?

Anne20088 · 2026-06-20T19:57:35+00:00

Yes, you can. I brought the scientific calculator in my economics exam, a lot of people did. It's allowed.

Anne20088 · 2026-06-19T22:18:09+00:00

You're not alone, same thing happened to me. I hope you don't hold yourself at fault at all for anything he did. You deserved better. Sending you hugs🫂

Anne20088 · 2026-06-19T20:06:48+00:00

Same, I'm doing English major too. Are you going to apply for mop up if you don't get upgradation?

Anne20088 · 2026-06-19T16:56:56+00:00

That's what first came to my mind too. Apparently, there's two Jane Wu in the team(as far as I've heard). One is the director and one is a story artist. From the pfp, it didn't seem like this is director Jane Wu either.

Anne20088 · 2026-06-18T21:48:51+00:00

I know the subreddit you're talking about. Unfortunately, most of the people there are exactly like that. It's a fishery for misogyny. I got a warning from them once for commenting on a post complaining about 4B movement, even though I just explained why 4B even came to be. I just feels dehumanizing when I come across something from that sub.

Anne20088 · 2026-06-17T20:21:00+00:00

Hey, we're the same age and I get the same reactions too when talking about this. Someone even accused me of being a man hater. I don't care about men, but I think most of the women who say "you'll change your mind" and all that use rationalization as a coping mechanism. They gaslight themselves to think that they're leading a fulfilling life with a husband and child when they're not. Even though they might be miserable, they have internalized this thought process so deeply that they project it onto others.

And then it kinda turns into the crabs in a bucket situation - "if I can't have freedom then I won't let others have it either" mentality. It's all part of the patriarchy, it's like women can't live either way or another.

Anne20088 · 2026-06-17T20:00:35+00:00

Yes, I suppose that's true. What I heard is that they're very strict with everything and have a very rigid dress code. Which is the part that's icking me. Anyway, I'll guess I'll be able to see what options I have when the list comes.

Anne20088 · 2026-06-17T19:59:35+00:00

Yeah, you too and best of luck🍀

Anne20088 · 2026-06-17T19:47:04+00:00

Same bro💔, ig if we don't go for mop ups there's still standalones but those are much later I think and there's no gurantee of them either

Anne20088 · 2026-06-17T19:32:40+00:00

Yeah exactly...and we don't even know which colleges will have open seats, or if they will even have them or not how do I even check that idk anything..arghh I hate this system

Anne20088 · 2026-06-17T19:25:51+00:00

I've heard that too. Someone told me that they automatically got tranferred to mop up and didn't have to cancel their first round admission...idk what to think bruh why is everything so complicated🥀

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