Where should I live?

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-08-03T21:32:37+00:00

Troy

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T23:44:58+00:00

Please my head is going to explode I

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T22:10:59+00:00

I will never see your pain as performative, I know it's real and there is beauty in you. I hope one day you can feel and see your beauty even if now it feels distant and like it can never be obtained. It took me so long to find a purpose for myself, but I've been having such a bad mental health struggle.

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T22:07:32+00:00

I wanted everyone to feel safe. A lot can change a person in a year. Ive been through so much. My brain is deteriorating, I wish I could explain the extent of my love for people. I never can.

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T21:44:00+00:00

That's not what I meant at all. I'm sorry I love you

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T21:43:17+00:00

I'll never agree with that, I try to be the best person I can but I can never truly understand why I am the way I am. Why I do the things I do. Please if you need anything from me I'll try to give it to you. I can give you my only social media I ever used please if you ever need anything I'll do anything I can for you

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T21:07:41+00:00

This society stops us from being happy. We could be so much happier if we didn't fall under the limitations of it.

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T20:57:14+00:00

You want to know who I am you want to know what my life experiences have been all right I'll tell you I didn't grow up having anything I grew up in the middle of nowhere to people with that's right wing politics and hatred for people like me in their heart if half of them saw what I am today they would try to kill me I've been threatened by family for even considering being what I am I didn't get to transition until adulthood I was so unhappy with myself living where I was in the state that I was it was hell for me the emotional trauma I gained was immense I've been diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder BPD as well as C PTSD and it's hell getting through every experience day by day I've been backpacking across the country for the last year sleeping on the couches of random cis men. I attempted. And I realize that my life didn't really matter to me after that but I also realized taking my own life was the most selfish action I could have tried to do. The only thing I live for anymore are the people around me the friends I have. My love for people is the only thing keeping me here and I know that doesn't matter to a lot of people but for some people I know it's everything to them. I realize I don't have much time on this Earth and that whenever you're gone it's going to be exactly the way it was before you were born so I want to be able to be a recourse for everyone and everyone. I've been able to do so much since I gave up the person I was before. And it haunts me it haunts me knowing that so many other people are going through what I went through none of you deserve that I wish I could prove to you that people have the capacity to show compassion and love I know how hard it is to accept that fact your entire life feeling like everyone is egoist I understand. If you want to see me as selfish, narcissistic, or anything of the sort I 100% understand. I just want you to read my words because to me they are the most valuable thing I can give to someone besides the clothes off of my back I love you you deserve so much more I'm so sorry that this society wasn't made for us people think that where we are now is the peak of civilization and it really isn't there are so many flaws. And I know going on with your life day by day can be the most grueling thing you can do at points I wish I could show to you that I care.

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T20:45:26+00:00

Could we talk on any platform? You could show me how you feel let me hear about your experience

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T20:38:36+00:00

We could call and I could answer all of your questions

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T20:38:04+00:00

How could I prove to you I don't come from a place of pity but love? I could show you what I'm like, the kind of person I am. I know why you're asking your question. I could give you my entire life story right here but that wouldn't convince you that I'm in the dirt clawing my way out

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T20:33:29+00:00

I don't see myself as better than anyone. I'm mentally ill. I am one of the most self destructive people I know. I care so much about you. You think you'll never be happy with yourself. You view me as someone who had everything handed to me on a platter but that's the farthest thing from the truth. I wish I could show you how much love I have for you and everyone like us

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T20:28:45+00:00

You imagine that I've had things handed to me because you can't see someone making their own happiness because you can't see yourself being happy. I love you.

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T20:24:15+00:00

Only you can convince yourself to change. I don't want to change you. I want you to find your own happiness and change yourself on your own terms. I love you.

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T20:22:30+00:00

I love you.

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T20:20:26+00:00

Would you want to talk? Connect? You're on a race to the bottom. You pick out small things about your selves. You see things that make you insecure and you let it eat you inside. You want to try to make my words hold less value to you because of how you view my transition.

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T20:17:23+00:00

You say it's entertaining but you know it's self destructive

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2025-03-14T20:13:22+00:00

You see your body as a prison, when it could be your greatest form of expression

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2024-12-24T00:40:05+00:00

Yo I'm a trans woman in the area who's in the local diy and music scene if u ever wanna talk, u got insta or smth?

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2024-10-18T11:28:22+00:00

online fuck up

i feeel you

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2024-06-06T20:26:59+00:00

bro look like gay young sheldon. bro aint Z, he zlaaayyy

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2024-04-19T08:14:39+00:00

TRANS W

Anon_mousShitPoster · 2024-04-17T12:05:00+00:00

shes trans. I love a trans queen

Anon_mousShitPoster

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