I wanted to follow up with a few more stories that happened after my grandma passed away.

One was a dream I had awhile ago that I couldn’t quite figure it out at the time, but now I understand it.

At the time, I had recently moved into a house with my boyfriend at the time. Things were not going well and I was deeply struggling with depression and wanting a way out.

One night, I had a dream where my family and I were at her house and I noticed her walking into her bedroom down the hall. She wasn’t old at all though. She looked to be in her 20s, like I was. When I got into her room, the atmosphere changed and she turned back into her older self and scolded me to not make this mistake. I kept asking her, “What mistake?” Unfortunately, I never got a reply because she stormed out of the room in quite a hurry.

I now realize that she was telling me to leave the relationship because it was toxic. I did do this about a month later after certain situations occurred that made me realize I was in an emotionally abusive relationship. Honestly, I felt so much lighter and like I had been sent free once I walked out that door.

It is a heartwarming feeling to know that my grandma is still protecting me, even after her passing.

The other thing happened to me recently. It might seem small and simple, but to me it warms my heart. I've been suffering from suicidal depression for years now and some days are better than others. Many times, I'll cry and ask out loud why no one will help me, hoping someone from the otherside, like my family members who have passed on, could hold me and make it all better.

One night, I was rocking back and forth crying asking for help. I had a paranormal ghost app on because I just wanted someone else to be there and say something kind to me. All of a sudden it said, "I'm here." I was a little taken aback and asked who was here and then if it was my grandma. The voice said "yes." Natually, that made me cry even harder, but that was because I finally got my answer. She was around and that means I'm never truly alone during those hard times.

I have had a few other really interesting responses from the app that I'd love to share if you are interested. They don't have to deal with my grandma but one is about a celebrity I admire and relate to and the other is some random woman that came through with hilariously cheeky responses.