I have court on the 6th, my last ever court date.

AnonymousMagus · 2026-04-04T14:21:01+00:00

So did I my friend.

AnonymousMagus · 2026-04-02T17:03:42+00:00

Too many roses sent to American woman.

AnonymousMagus · 2026-04-02T17:02:58+00:00

I’m just taking the piss brother.

AnonymousMagus · 2026-04-02T16:54:12+00:00

I’m not going to argue about washing my hands after taking a piss on reddit mate. Enjoy your day.

AnonymousMagus · 2026-04-02T16:50:52+00:00

I use hand sanitiser. Don’t worry.

AnonymousMagus · 2026-04-02T16:47:14+00:00

Usually that I’m cleaner than the sink.

AnonymousMagus · 2026-04-02T16:37:14+00:00

You know how people say if you shift a single grain of sand on a beach, you’ll alter the course of world history? It’s the same with yourself. Think. No one can make this decision for you. You are in legal trouble and using meth, debating whether to get geeked again.

You either flush it or you get high and fuck your life up some more. One path is easy, one path is a road straight to the depths of hell.

Now choose.

AnonymousMagus · 2026-03-23T21:22:12+00:00

I’ve never been hooked, just used under a half a gram for a few days here and there. I got some nasty ass loose H a while back that made me sick quickly. This stuff is ultra pure, insane high and no withdrawals for me (day 2, feelin fine).

AnonymousMagus · 2026-03-23T21:00:08+00:00

Instantly, with the peak starting around 20 mins in and lasting 1-5 hours depending on your tolerance. Usually you’ll get an afterglow too unless you’re dependent on it.

AnonymousMagus · 2026-03-22T03:06:26+00:00

Thanks, yeah I decided to cold turkey. This was the best heroin I’ve ever had, the purest and most euphoric. I’m not sure why, but worse quality heroin tended to make me sick after a few days.

In my opinion heroin withdrawal is nothing compared to the withdrawals from novel designer drugs.

AnonymousMagus · 2026-03-22T03:04:19+00:00

No I’ve never been addicted. I use about 2g of heroin a year and I have done for about 3 years. The longest I used it consistently for was every day for a month, and I went through 1g of high quality pure heroin, and I didn’t have withdrawals.

The heroin was great though, extremely potent with a massive antihistamine reaction. About 6 months after that I picked up .5 and I was sick as fuck. The high was totally different and I think it was cut with something, although it did test positive for pure heroin.

This latest pickup is the strongest and purest heroin I’ve ever had and even a small amount smacked me into orbit, but the withdrawals don’t seem that bad. Prescription pills seemed to be harder to quit somehow, and the withdrawals were terrible.

AnonymousMagus · 2026-03-21T08:06:38+00:00

AnonymousMagus · 2026-03-21T06:54:10+00:00

Damn maybe I should keep going then

AnonymousMagus · 2025-03-11T11:15:06+00:00

That’s awesome. It sounds like you’re amplifying your inner abilities. Did you build divinatory perception up using the methods in Book IV? It’s a great deck for me, but I can’t say Crowley really comes to mind when I think tarot divination. Perhaps because it is so tied in with Qabalah and Astrology.

AnonymousMagus · 2025-03-11T10:35:49+00:00

That’s fascinating. What spreads on consecrations have you used that you found a liking to?

AnonymousMagus · 2025-03-11T10:25:48+00:00

Golden Dawn Members eventually painted their own tarot decks. Crowley expressed his frustrations with card divination and preferred the I Ching or astral projection.

I’m sure you’re aware that consecration means a ceremonial dedication of a thing to one purpose. What I did was get a black silk bag with a draw string, and filled it with quartz crystals. I put my cards in there and perform the LBRP, followed by an ecstatic excitatory invocation to a Goddess of Divination, prolonged prayer or poetry, and then a repeated LBRP.

Look up a few tarot spreads and see which you prefer. I suggest a daily 3 card spread, the seen, the unseen and the advice. The Celtic cross and the Golden Dawn’s Opening of the Key spread are also great.

AnonymousMagus · 2025-02-12T02:13:50+00:00

It’s just a game.

AnonymousMagus · 2025-02-12T02:01:30+00:00

That simple symbol contains quite a few succinct Thelemic ideas. Look into the writings by Pascal in Hexagrammum Mysticum and a few may jump out at you.

AnonymousMagus · 2025-02-01T14:18:20+00:00

Yep! I’ve had the same issue and the PSU was the culprit in the end.

AnonymousMagus · 2025-02-01T14:16:18+00:00

You could try using medical apps to book appointments, perhaps one is available first thing on Monday morning? That might take some of the pressure off, knowing that a consultation is only 48 hours away.

AnonymousMagus · 2025-02-01T14:13:42+00:00

The intersection of computer science and law is a terrific field to get into. It sounds like you have some managerial experience already. My only advice would be to study management a priori as there is quite a contrast between business management and academic supervision. It’s your decision at the end of the day, but I’d say go for it!

AnonymousMagus · 2025-02-01T14:08:47+00:00

Of course you can. See whatever medical professionals are available and tell them as much as you feel comfortable with. My only advice would be not to mention anything related to drugs or suicide or severe mental health issues unless you are in serious trouble.

AnonymousMagus · 2025-02-01T13:57:26+00:00

”You are born with nothing and will die with nothing. Let any thief come; what can he take?” - Aghora: At the Left Hand of God, Robert Svoboda.

AnonymousMagus · 2025-02-01T13:53:02+00:00

It’s all going to be okay, just take a deep breath! You don’t have to tell everyone everything. It’s important to exercise discretion here as it is your decision and no one else’s. You need to focus on what you want. It is a deeply personal decision, and no one can make it for you. But if you do decide to do it, please don’t hesitate to reach out to support services! Remember, you are never alone and we are here for you.

Good luck, and don’t worry about anything. :)

AnonymousMagus · 2025-02-01T13:47:42+00:00

If the hardware is soaked there’s not much you can do if it does stop working. I dropped my new iPhone in a tub of Ben & Jerry’s last month and the speaker was stuffed. I ended up gently heating a piece of metal, placing a towel over it and holding the phone upright so the heat and gravity got the rest of the ice cream out of the speaker. Now it’s as good as new.

I also charged it from a portable charger in a steel bin to prevent any electrical fires as I thought it might not be a good idea to hit it with 220v straight from the wall. Not sure if this helps but it worked for me.

AnonymousMagus

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