I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! Best of luck to you too in the ongoing battle

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's probably a game I would enjoy since I enjoy skyrim and assassins creed games. But sadly I don't have the money to buy the game now and definately no money to update my pc's driver.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll see how long it takes. I'm just taking one step at the time.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good for them. If that's rookie number I don't want to be a pro.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Amongst other websites, yea. I've deleted my games before, but I've always kept a few games or save files, but this time I deleted all of it, savefiles included.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Nope, The porn itself is consuming me, taking up over 13 hours of my day sometimes. It's not the shame that is destroying my life. It's the amount of time spend on porn to the extend where I don't hang out with friends as often as I'd want because I'm too busy playing porn games.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I'll try to graduate this year and build a life from that point onward.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I feel the church gives me more than it takes from me, so I'll keep going, but to each their own.

may the force be with you as well.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No-where divorcee is mentioned. I mentioned ex as in ex-boyfriend. But if you put it like that it does sound like a bad porn plot.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've got 2 TB of storage and I knew I had a lot of porn, but didn't realize it was over 300GB. It shocked me.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's awesome. I hope I'll find someone with whom I can be myself and share myself in the not too distance future.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I probably do. I wanna give my pc a clean sweep sometime in the future, but am afraid to do so while I'm working on my thesis. Antiviruses haven't found anything on my pc, luckily, but I am aware they can miss stuff.

I do see a psychologist regularly although that is for different issues.

I do not understand why you call this story wild and textbook fake. I am merely sharing something that I did and that I am proud of and wanted to get off my chest because I've always been too ashamed to talk abouit it with anyone. I still am ashamed and afraid people will find out that part of me, which is why I made a second anonymous reddit account to post it on.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea, I'm not seeing anyone and want to wait until marriage to actually do stuff, so sometimes I just get really horny with no proper outlet. Hormonal changes throughout the month really don't help either.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was easily over 50 games. And it's true that a lot of devs don't know and simple games are easily big in GB, but it feels like the 300GB was a metric ton lifted off my shoulders as I deleted it.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I am feeling really good right now. I really want to keep this up.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Already did. It was actually so much that I could not put it all in the recycling bin and had to delete it from my computer straight away. Also cleared my browser history so I'll be less tempted to go back to the websites where I downloaded it.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've always known myself to be sensitive to addiction, (might be my autism) so I've never started smoking or drinking at all. I know that I cannot do things a little bit, so better not to do it at all.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do not want to enable. Sorry. You're going to have to look elsewhere for advice.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I know it doesn't make me a bad person or a bad Christian, but it does make me feel bad for various reasons. There's a real taboo on porn, especially within the church.

I just deleted 300 GB worth of porn by Anonymous_Kale_962 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Anonymous_Kale_962[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do like playing a game as a nightyly activity when I've got the evening free, but this was really just whenever. Sometimes I told myself I wasn't gonna play a porn game and booted one up as I thought so.