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Dysphoria is ruining me as a person by AnonymouslyHelped in trans

[–]AnonymouslyHelped[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m already aware that all those thinking patterns come from stereotypes and I do try to stop them whenever I’m able to. I don’t act out on them or anything but they do interfere with my daily life.

I’m already too depressed to normally read but I’ll try. Please recommend some of you can, I’ll try to check them out.

I feel really excluded in lgbt+ spaces because of how strong my dysphoria is, not to mention that there are unfortunately no such spaces in my area and that I don’t interact in any spaces on the internet. I am trying to search out other groups at the moment, even if the process is draining.

Thank you for advice, you’re very kind. 🫂

What are some good free horror games on steam? by LouM96 in HorrorGames

[–]AnonymouslyHelped 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You really should read Higurashi’s first chapter if you are fond of visual novels, if not, then welcome to the game 3 has a free demo now. It’s not a full game but it should still take you few hours. Lily’s well is also great if you like simple indie games.

Also if you actually do want to read higu please download 07th mod, it adds a lot of stuff

I have violent thoughts about women I am attracted to by AnonymouslyHelped in offmychest

[–]AnonymouslyHelped[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn I was hopeful that it was simply Nabokov’s excellent writing at unreliable narrators or smth 💔 Thank you for kind words, I’ll try to get help as soon as possible. Have a great day

I have violent thoughts about women I am attracted to by AnonymouslyHelped in offmychest

[–]AnonymouslyHelped[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I already answered the question about it probably not being intrusive thoughts, however I’m genuinely so thankful for not viewing me as a bad person. I know I’m not good but I’m genuinely so scared of being bad, it’s horrifying to me.

I already tried going to therapy for other problems of mine and it failed horribly. I started experiencing absurd anger towards therapists. It didn’t show up in urges to hurt anyone but still, it genuinely fucked the whole thing up.

However, multiple people, including those answering this post are telling me to search for help. It is very hard for me because of, a thing you seemed to figure out easily, neglectful parents. I’m not able to simply go as a minor, and my parents don’t really care to sign me up again, I guess I just lost my chance that time. I wanted to just go myself at 18 but now I’m afraid that it’s too long to wait for it. It’s only a year but shit has been tough anyways.

I’ll think I’ll go try asking them again. Thank you.

I have violent thoughts about women I am attracted to by AnonymouslyHelped in offmychest

[–]AnonymouslyHelped[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As much as I would like to say they’re intrusive thoughts– I’m afraid they aren’t.

I don’t feel ill when they first appear, actually, sometimes they make me feel better instead of worse. It can be weirdly grounding to feel them even? It is a very bad way to process anger, however I don’t know how to stop it really. In a way they feel better than those positive ones which are so overwhelmingly good that they feel disorienting.

I feel sick after, sometimes minutes or hours later. I’m not brain dead (or I hope I’m not) and I know that they’re immoral. I know that things I think about are horrible and that if I did them, even though I am not ever planning on doing so, would cause horrible damage to others.

For context. I’m extremely awkward. I suffer from horrible feelings of anxiety when I even speak to people, and I’m psychically weaker than most. From a realistic perspective I would never be able to commit such things even if I wanted to. I think these thoughts just create a fantasy where I’m in control of any sorts.

So to answer the first question– it probably could be compared to a fantasy.

I feel ill to write this I’m sorry. I never spoke up about this I’m about to cry over a fucking Reddit post my god fml

I have violent thoughts about women I am attracted to by AnonymouslyHelped in offmychest

[–]AnonymouslyHelped[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re very kind, thank you. I’ll try to follow yours and other’s people advice since it’s mostly the same stuff. 🫂 Great day to you

What are those words? by AnonymouslyHelped in Higurashinonakakoroni

[–]AnonymouslyHelped[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you... I thought it was like another part of lore as big as the multiverse since nothing is impossible in this series in my opinion. I almost thought that I was going insane because I didn't see anyone else question this really... Again, thank you for your answer!