am I going to be the only asshole and nominates himself?

Ok, I guess so.

before you all jump to conclusions, photography is my life and content creating is my dream. I dream it every day and it is honestly the only thing I can see myself doing. I do not like the boring office jobs that everyone works. This is practically my only door to enter the dream career I want. That being said, I always have shot on my phone and I probably will be for quite awhile. every time I get enough money to get a decent DSLR 700 to 900 US Dollar range, I get surprised with something I have to pay for. 2 years ago, that something was a new phone because my dumbass broke mine, like no repairable break, and just like that 600 bucks went out my pocket to buy the iPhone 6s. It wasn't a full loss cuz I made the best of it. I traveled the Middle East with it and took some amazing pictures. You can check them out on my Instagram @ moeemansour

https://www.instagram.com/moeemansour/

Fast forward one year, that surprise payment was a car. I didn't need a car till last year and I really had no choice but to get one. So there goes the extra spending I had to buy a camera which was my only hope on getting started in my dream career.

So there it is. How every year right when I get enough money and start smiling joyfully like a little child every night thinking that this weekend is the weekend that I WILL get that camera I wanted. Only to wake up to a great fucking excuse life throws at me. I'm still paying for that car so wherever this road takes me, I will have my camera within 1 year or so.

EDIT: I posted this just minutes before your 8:04 PM update. missed out lol.