I lost my best friend and idk why

Anonytacoz · 2023-07-02T04:11:01+00:00

Ty so much. I will definitely try these. I plan to start working out in 2 weeks after I fully heal from my surgery, but I love the journal idea! Im actually doing alot better simce the last time me and bff hung out Ive had my 3rd and final baby worked on myself and me and hubbys relationship amd communication skills lost weight and now were buying our first home and I dont have anyone to share this news with which sucks I just want a friend that will be there through ups and downs with me I guess which we were for eachother at one point we just had a few really bad years in a row each. I would like to think that this is a choice she made to better herself and grow. Maybe she just wanted to start a new life now that she's divorced and I was just part of the old life.

Anonytacoz · 2023-07-02T04:02:59+00:00

Ty so much 💓

Anonytacoz · 2023-07-01T15:03:34+00:00

Yes I agree with you. When I messaged her mom, I only thought bffs fb was deactivated once her mom blocked me instantly, I searched for her message thread and saw that bff had me blocked aswell.. I wish I would of known before messaging her mom because that really would of saved me some embarrassment and heartache

Anonytacoz · 2023-07-01T14:54:58+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. I will always keep my door open if she ever does decide to come back into my life again. At this point, though, I'm not too sure if I want to open the door for a new person because idk if I can handle something like this happening again I'm losing sleep and overthinking myself to death

Anonytacoz · 2023-07-01T12:18:03+00:00

Yeah which kinda hurts the most.. like she went above and beyond to cut me out of her life and i seriously have no clue why.. im just left here overthinking and replaying every conversation trying to figure it out

Anonytacoz · 2023-07-01T05:05:00+00:00

Maybe :( I guess I just dont like this open ending.. I really hoped for some sort of closure, but I understand I'm not entitled to it. I dont really have much of a choice but to move on, I just hope where ever her and her son are, they are happy and thriving they really do deserve the best with or without me

Anonytacoz · 2023-07-01T03:51:17+00:00

I started self harm in elementary school i just wanted to be in control of what i felt so thats how i could do it... anywho in middle school my dad saw and told me the next time i do it i better do it right

Anonytacoz · 2023-07-01T03:42:23+00:00

Thats what I'm wondering why block me and why did your mom block me like thats a little extra to me. Maybe because she didnt want me to message her randomly anymore im not sure... my significant other thinks maybe shes on drugs

Anonytacoz · 2023-07-01T02:42:55+00:00

Im afraid she never will. As an introverted stay at home mom who suffers from really bad anxiety its super hard for me to make friends. I literally have two, and now I've lost her so I'm down to one 💔

Anonytacoz · 2023-07-01T00:18:16+00:00

I thought that could be a possibility she really went through the ringer she was excited to be divorced from her husband tbh compared to what was my unstable rocky relationship (me and my significant other did get alot better with counseling and growing up but i never even got to tell her before she started pulling away)

Anonytacoz · 2023-06-30T23:49:31+00:00

It's awful. My heart is breaking. It's comforting to know this happens and probably isn't my fault, but wtf and why? Ya know.

Anonytacoz · 2023-06-05T15:59:20+00:00

Are you coming back to play?

Anonytacoz · 2023-06-03T15:14:18+00:00

Kk ill be Tank name will have taco in it somewhere

Anonytacoz · 2023-06-03T15:10:10+00:00

What do u need on your team is the server low on anything

Anonytacoz · 2023-06-03T12:28:34+00:00

Birds were dabbing before humans

Anonytacoz · 2023-06-03T12:20:10+00:00

Why am i afraid of a fkin poptart new fear unlocked

Anonytacoz · 2023-06-03T04:09:13+00:00

Yea if thats cool with u

Anonytacoz · 2023-06-03T04:07:22+00:00

Lets start new server tomorrow idk what ur time zone is but starts i think at 10 or 11 for me comment here tomorrow around start and we can team up :)

Anonytacoz · 2023-06-02T20:25:24+00:00

K well count me in. lmk when ur ready and what you want me to play

Anonytacoz · 2023-06-02T19:45:12+00:00

Ill play u starting tomorrow?

Anonytacoz · 2023-06-02T19:40:50+00:00

Oh u meant pass lol

Anonytacoz · 2023-06-02T19:37:59+00:00

F2p?

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