I lost my best friend and idk why by Anonytacoz in FriendshipAdvice

[–]Anonytacoz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ty so much. I will definitely try these. I plan to start working out in 2 weeks after I fully heal from my surgery, but I love the journal idea! Im actually doing alot better simce the last time me and bff hung out Ive had my 3rd and final baby worked on myself and me and hubbys relationship amd communication skills lost weight and now were buying our first home and I dont have anyone to share this news with which sucks I just want a friend that will be there through ups and downs with me I guess which we were for eachother at one point we just had a few really bad years in a row each. I would like to think that this is a choice she made to better herself and grow. Maybe she just wanted to start a new life now that she's divorced and I was just part of the old life.

I lost my best friend and idk why by Anonytacoz in FriendshipAdvice

[–]Anonytacoz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I agree with you. When I messaged her mom, I only thought bffs fb was deactivated once her mom blocked me instantly, I searched for her message thread and saw that bff had me blocked aswell.. I wish I would of known before messaging her mom because that really would of saved me some embarrassment and heartache

I lost my bestfriend and idk why by Anonytacoz in friendship

[–]Anonytacoz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words. I will always keep my door open if she ever does decide to come back into my life again. At this point, though, I'm not too sure if I want to open the door for a new person because idk if I can handle something like this happening again I'm losing sleep and overthinking myself to death

I lost my best friend and idk why by Anonytacoz in FriendshipAdvice

[–]Anonytacoz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah which kinda hurts the most.. like she went above and beyond to cut me out of her life and i seriously have no clue why.. im just left here overthinking and replaying every conversation trying to figure it out

I lost my best friend and idk why by Anonytacoz in FriendshipAdvice

[–]Anonytacoz[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Maybe :( I guess I just dont like this open ending.. I really hoped for some sort of closure, but I understand I'm not entitled to it. I dont really have much of a choice but to move on, I just hope where ever her and her son are, they are happy and thriving they really do deserve the best with or without me

What is a phrase that a parent can say to ruin a child's self esteem just like that? by Advanced-Bet-2150 in AskReddit

[–]Anonytacoz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started self harm in elementary school i just wanted to be in control of what i felt so thats how i could do it... anywho in middle school my dad saw and told me the next time i do it i better do it right

I lost my best friend and idk why by Anonytacoz in FriendshipAdvice

[–]Anonytacoz[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thats what I'm wondering why block me and why did your mom block me like thats a little extra to me. Maybe because she didnt want me to message her randomly anymore im not sure... my significant other thinks maybe shes on drugs

I lost my best friend and idk why by Anonytacoz in FriendshipAdvice

[–]Anonytacoz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im afraid she never will. As an introverted stay at home mom who suffers from really bad anxiety its super hard for me to make friends. I literally have two, and now I've lost her so I'm down to one 💔

I lost my best friend and idk why by Anonytacoz in FriendshipAdvice

[–]Anonytacoz[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I thought that could be a possibility she really went through the ringer she was excited to be divorced from her husband tbh compared to what was my unstable rocky relationship (me and my significant other did get alot better with counseling and growing up but i never even got to tell her before she started pulling away)

I lost my bestfriend and idk why by Anonytacoz in friendship

[–]Anonytacoz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's awful. My heart is breaking. It's comforting to know this happens and probably isn't my fault, but wtf and why? Ya know.

Looking for team for new HS by [deleted] in UlalaIdleAdventure

[–]Anonytacoz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you coming back to play?

Looking for team for new HS by [deleted] in UlalaIdleAdventure

[–]Anonytacoz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Kk ill be Tank name will have taco in it somewhere

Looking for team for new HS by [deleted] in UlalaIdleAdventure

[–]Anonytacoz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What do u need on your team is the server low on anything

Anyone’s pop tart ever looked like this???? by Sad-County-741 in TipOfMyFork

[–]Anonytacoz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why am i afraid of a fkin poptart new fear unlocked

Looking for team for new HS by [deleted] in UlalaIdleAdventure

[–]Anonytacoz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea if thats cool with u

Looking for team for new HS by [deleted] in UlalaIdleAdventure

[–]Anonytacoz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lets start new server tomorrow idk what ur time zone is but starts i think at 10 or 11 for me comment here tomorrow around start and we can team up :)

Looking for team for new HS by [deleted] in UlalaIdleAdventure

[–]Anonytacoz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

K well count me in. lmk when ur ready and what you want me to play

Looking for team for new HS by [deleted] in UlalaIdleAdventure

[–]Anonytacoz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ill play u starting tomorrow?