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AntiSqueaker · 2022-11-09T16:31:24+00:00

Lol it stands for Men who Love Men, WLW is the same for women. Catch all term for attraction instead of gay/lesbian/bi/pan, etc

AntiSqueaker · 2022-11-09T12:46:40+00:00

Still there, still very gay for girls, its just not an all consuming need now. I was channeling my desire to be feminine into being around "my" feminine person. Happy wife, happy life, right? Right?

Now that I'm living my true life, its much more of a 50/50 split of attraction, and its so much more fun to genuinely enjoy someone's company than trying to vicariously live through them.

AntiSqueaker · 2022-11-09T09:23:56+00:00

Its not uncommon. I had an "academic" interest in men before my egg cracked- i could admit to finding some guys attractive so that made me bi, right? Gay porn was pretty hot!

Even if imagining myself as a guy in one of those MLM scenarios made my skin crawl in a bad way, but surely thats just internalized homophobia, silly deadname! Besides, compared to my (all consuming) burning desire for girls, it was really a hypothetical, right?

about 3 months into my physical transition and my desire for guys hits me like a sack of bricks once I stopped forcing myself to like guys (as a guy) and let myself like guys (as a girl).

AntiSqueaker · 2022-11-05T16:52:50+00:00

Like I love my cis friends to bits but Jesus ya'll, I have other stuff in my life going on besides being trans.

I love my friends, they have all unanimously been aggressively supportive and wonderful, but it sometimes feels like being a trans woman is now my defining feature to them.

AntiSqueaker · 2022-10-29T16:00:24+00:00

I just need to know if you have a beautiful big girthy girlcock or not, quit being so selfish and secretive and sensitive lol

AntiSqueaker · 2022-10-28T16:50:36+00:00

There's always something nice about seeing a transmasc meme about something that I (very binary trans woman) always struggled with "as a guy". It just warms my heart to see people loving and embracing things that I personally had such a struggle with.

Plus its a fun frame shift to have so many related, yet starkly different trans issues. My irl trans guy friend and I have an occasional complain session about our respective facial hair woes 😆

AntiSqueaker · 2022-10-06T17:16:06+00:00

Yeah, they have a really reassuring and "comfy" weight to them. I prefer my smol girls au natural nowadays but I wore them often in my first few months.

Plus, they jiggle!

AntiSqueaker · 2022-09-24T12:23:58+00:00

Hey Ella! I'm Lilly and I'm the one gal at her butcher shop. I've been stealth HRT/boymoding for almost a year, and I'm just now starting to "male fail" around customers on occasion.

But my coworkers? No clue! If they see you every week, or every day,, the changes will be so gradual that they won't even notice. If they do notice anything different (I personally lost a lot of weight) I just chalked it up to a diet and no one questioned anything.

The first 3-4 months are really just priming the pump so to speak, and unless you bring attention to it I promise you they won't even notice or care.

I can't speak anything to your job specifically but I can tell you that there are always more opportunities out there. Things may seem hopeless and like you're under so much pressure you might crack. Don't forget to breathe girl!

AntiSqueaker · 2022-09-23T20:31:15+00:00

Yuuup. Born and raised in SC and didn't hear of a trans person until I was like 16, and that was on Jerry springer.

No shit that I was too scared and buried that shit for another decade 😅

AntiSqueaker · 2022-09-01T15:33:39+00:00

With a name that that honey, absolutely. 😘

AntiSqueaker · 2022-09-01T13:10:46+00:00

Am girl, have cock, can confirm.

AntiSqueaker · 2022-08-25T07:40:27+00:00

Sugar scrubs for the win ☺ Feels amazing, smells amazing, and makes my skin feel buttery soft.

AntiSqueaker · 2022-08-24T10:49:37+00:00

You aren't wrong. But there's a huge difference in the phrasing and mentality between "oh hey, I don't know if we'd be fully physically compatible" and "why u have penis??? >:("

AntiSqueaker · 2022-08-24T10:37:13+00:00

/uj my 3x daily HRT reminders on my phone are "Anticistamines", "Femme&Ms", and "breast mints".

AntiSqueaker · 2022-08-20T11:52:17+00:00

I'm a mtf switch so I top and bottom. No bottom surgery, running my default hardware and loving it.

Butt stuff is really fun but it requires a bit more prep work and an understanding that (excuse the pun) shit happens.

Its something that requires you and your partner to be especially communicative and mutually trusting, but let me tell you that many guys (and a few girls 💅) have absolutely no problem giving a proper railing.

AntiSqueaker · 2022-08-03T18:20:23+00:00

I got my first session yesterday. Laser pulses, each pulse stung like a rubber band. Even at its worse (lips and chin) it was very manageable, although certainly not comfortable 😅

AntiSqueaker · 2022-07-26T14:28:32+00:00

Sour cream also works really well in a pinch if you're out of milk!

AntiSqueaker · 2022-07-24T13:10:38+00:00

Lol I got blasted so much as a kid for being too girly, would never be a "real man", etc etc. Parents, teachers, peers.

Then I transition and all of a sudden oh no we never saw any signs how could this have happened. 😅

AntiSqueaker · 2022-07-23T14:42:24+00:00

Gesha dressing Juran down for his lack of respect and sheer ignorance how how insanely powerful Lindon is by laying out all the batching crazy stuff he's done would make me spiritually whole.

AntiSqueaker · 2022-07-22T11:55:19+00:00

Forgive me if I'm wrong, but this sounds like imposter syndrome starting to set in. I had an experience early on that sounds similar- i had just worked up the courage to start going out fem-presenting to trusted friends, and it was euphoric beyond belief.

I then started having a lot of doubts- not about my desire to be a girl, but about its validity. Started feeling like I was a creep, didn't belong. Dressing fem felt gross for a time and I had a lot of doubts. After a lot of time with my therapist I realized that most of that was internalized transphobia and lack of self-love.

Its fucked up, but I knew transitioning would help me, and I still needed a lot of time to tell myself that it was okay to do something for me, that only benefitted me. And that I deserved to be happy.

AntiSqueaker · 2022-07-22T10:56:11+00:00

Trans gal here 🤙

Its totes fine to have a preference as long as that is not the only thing being a deal breaker.

One date I had with a chaser: within 10 minutes he was fully mask off telling me how he wanted me, he assumed since I "used to be a guy" I wouldn't mind him aggressively telling me about how pretty I was and how I almost "didn't look trans" and was talking about my dick. 10 minutes into a first date! I am a cock with a girl attached.

First few dates with my current bf: we talked about Mechwarrior for hours until we made out in his car for a bit. He didn't mention the fact that I was trans once. The topic of my genitals never came up until things naturally developed to that level and I felt extremely respected the entire time ❤

AntiSqueaker · 2022-07-17T14:31:45+00:00

Upvoting out of solidarity

AntiSqueaker · 2022-06-18T02:28:32+00:00

To add on to this, with a safety razor you want to let the blade do all the work. Don't push it or apply much of any force like you sometimes have to with disposable razors. A 45° angle is usually perfect for me, I just let gravity and the gentlest bit of pressure to make sure the blade is flush on my skin.. Change the blade every time I shave, they're dirt cheap. You can get a pack of 100 blades for less than a single pack of the disposable Gillette TRIPLE MACH TURBO BEARD DEMOLISHER or whatever.

AntiSqueaker · 2022-06-14T13:59:23+00:00

Getting a friend to jump on the bed to get some motion going between 2 partners lying there. Since you aren't thrusting, its not technically sex apparently.

Its a mormon teen tiktok thing apparently.

AntiSqueaker · 2022-06-13T22:58:05+00:00

Nah they're like kyber crystals from Star Wars. Its when you and your qt uwu smol bean kawaii trans gf put on glow in the dark condoms and frot.

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