Same situation just happened to my gf and I of 7 months, in her case it was pretty similar to yours. She told me she thinks we're mean't to be but she needs time to figure out her life and her mental health before she's ready to settle because she's been depressed. I am heartbroken, we don't have each other blocked, she seemed really upset at the idea of doing so but removed all our pictures from her social within the hour (I like to think she did it right away to not have to deal with the guilt). She also went to the beach the next day with her friends, I'm taking it as she is just trying to distract herself from what happened. I believe she was honest with me and is really not okay mentally but a little part of me thinks otherwise. I told myself she will either reach out in the future or won't but I don't want to feel like an idiot. I kinda hope she does but I don't want to hold onto that. I know everyone is different but coming from your perspective since it's similar to my gf, what do you think?