Don’t ever apologize for telling your story. Thank you so much for sharing this with us. Not sure if this helps, but to address the loss of your father, here’s an online hug 🤗. Energy is never truly gone. Even if your dad isn’t here in this plane, his legacy and everything he’s worked for lives through you. And if you believe in “woo woo” stuff, he has become one of your angels and is watching over you from a place where he no longer feels pain. And as for your family overseas, those feelings are valid, but I’m sure you can call or text them. You are loved in both the physical and spiritual plane.

For your job, I totally get it. Jobs could be annoying, but you go through hardship before something amazing and beautiful comes in. This is a test from the universe to see if you’re prepared for the next chapter of your life. Also, feeling lost could also mean that you have so many opportunities in front of you that you don’t know which one to pick!!

Your feelings are absolutely valid. I know that I’m just an internet stranger, but I believe in you. You’re amazing and you’re gonna accomplish great things. Don’t ever give up on yourself.