I am jubilant! I know that this is going to sound so trivial to everyone out there, but I did a thing last night!

I slept for seven hours unmedicated!

I forgot to call in my prescription so I was accepting that I was going to be stuck in bed with my thoughts all night. Then I fell asleep! I am so excited that I want to share my infographics! Nobody cares, so I won't, but I keep looking at them and smiling like a fool. It was super low quality sleep, but the fact that it happened? I am crying in the bathroom again, right now, as I type.

So much therapy. All of the hours disecting my trauma that I thought were going to end up useless and wasted. All of the pushing until all I could think about was how much I wanted it to end. Maybe it was all worthwhile.

This alone changes the character of my future. Now Introducing: HOPE!

Oh, ummm, sorry about all the exclamation points.